I am a firm believer in needing time to process something that just happened before you can really tell what it was. I'm not him, obviously, but I don't think that really has anything to do with organization.
Natter 43: I Love My Dead Gay Whale Crosspost.
Off-topic discussion. Wanna talk about corsets, duct tape, or physics? This is the place. Detailed discussion of any current-season TV must be whitefonted.
Does anyone know if Top Model reruns?
I think they've been reairing the previous week's episodes on Tuesdays at 8.
Bubble skirts: why?
Emily, every student teacher is a disorganized mess. Hell, I'm on year 9 and I'm still disorganized more often than not. Don't worry--I'm sure your cooperating teacher sees your incredible potential, and remember that he's there to help you. You're not supposed to be perfect yet.
{{{{Emily}}}} I remember how stressful it was, though. Hang in there.
I think they've been reairing the previous week's episodes on Tuesdays at 8.
That would be excellent.
Part of my problem is actually that I freeze up when he asks me that, so I don't always have answers. Especially since it's literally as the last students are leaving the room.
Could you try to set up a semi-regular time to talk that isn't right before or right after class?
That was a really good WW.
We're not supposed to be perfect yet?
Well, damn. Gonna have to work on that.
(That's not true. I'm not giving as many lessons as I should because they're all working, and I don't want to disrupt them. And that's just because I don't really get to choose what all is given to the students. If I had to really plan, it would be a whole other ballgame.)
My mentor teacher is supposed to have a conference with me, and let me know how I'm doing/did, but I think that's only at the end. Which is irritating, as my trainer will be seeing me before then. Yeah, self-eval's a bitch.
Thanks, Kristin! It's just all so overwhelming, and... uh... yeah, that's pretty much it. Overwhelming. And I really have to shake this habit of being afraid of criticism. It's not that I can't take it -- I even want it, in this case, I want to do better! It's that every time it comes up there's some little part of me that's waiting for them to say, "You know, you really suck at this. Maybe you ought to rethink this?"
Which is my own demon, and possibly that of being off my meds as well. They should kick in again sometime soon, and maybe things will even out.
sarameg, cruising Target today it became apparent that the upcoming fashion season is going to be painful on the eyes.