I get confused. I remember everything. I remember too much, and... some of it's made up, and... some of it can't be quantified, and... there's secrets.

River ,'Safe'


Spike's Bitches 29: That sure as hell wasn't in the brochure.  

[NAFDA] Spike-centric discussion. Lusty, lewd (only occasionally crude), risque (and frisque), bawdy (Oh, lawdy!), flirty ('cuz we're purty), raunchy talk inside. Caveat lector.


Cashmere - Mar 19, 2006 11:40:15 pm PST #4441 of 10001
Now tagless for your comfort.

Andi, I, too dislike horror films. I also can't handle "psychological thrillers". I have a friend (a psychologist, even) who loves these kinds of movies. I just dislike the emotional discomfort they cause me. I don't know why some people enjoy that.

Some people juggle geese.


vw bug - Mar 20, 2006 1:32:52 am PST #4442 of 10001
Mostly lurking...

Oh, the hotness! I almost can't stand it!

Gris, I am SO very sorry. I had such high hopes for you two.

Kristin, how very disappointing, because that is just gorgeous...and gorgeous on you.

WindSparrow, that is totally frustrating, and I get it. I hate those kinds of movies too. Went to a horror film with a friend and her daughters last summer to see if I was over the fear, and spent the whole movies with my eyes shut, swearing I would NEVER do it again. Steal that remote! Take charge!

And guess what I found today? Chocolate penguins! They have a mango centre, apparently. I think she'll be stoked.

FUN! There's a shop in Harvard Square called LA Burdicks, and they make dark chocolate penguins that are to die for: [link]

Busy day today. Therapist is calling at 9. Must call and make appointment with psychopharm (for hopefully today or tomorrow). Then I'm off to work for a few hours to wrap things up. And when I get home, we're going to do laundry. Meant to do that yesterday, but seizures got in the way. BUT, for those of you keeping track at home, I did dishes! There's still a few that need to be done, but they are mostly done. YAY!


Anne W. - Mar 20, 2006 2:20:43 am PST #4443 of 10001
The lost sheep grow teeth, forsake their lambs, and lie with the lions.

That's a big yay, vw! I hope your day goes well.

Right now, I'm trying to get my head out of "home sick" mode and into "go to work" mode. I'm feeling much, much better, but I'm also having to tell myself that I'll probably be wiped by the time quittin' time rolls around this afternoon.


vw bug - Mar 20, 2006 2:22:12 am PST #4444 of 10001
Mostly lurking...

Awww...I'm sorry you're still feeling yucky. Good luck at work today!


Anne W. - Mar 20, 2006 2:48:16 am PST #4445 of 10001
The lost sheep grow teeth, forsake their lambs, and lie with the lions.

Thanks! Now to get dressed and out of here...


Laura - Mar 20, 2006 2:52:45 am PST #4446 of 10001
Our wings are not tired.

Nice numbar vw. I think it's a sign that you have a dandy day ahead. Yay for clean dishes. Mine, not so much.

And guess what I found today? Chocolate penguins! They have a mango centre, apparently. I think she'll be stoked.

And who wouldn't be. Of course since she has fallen already this might kill her ded.

Pace yourself Anne. You don't want to go two steps back. Some energy~ma sent your way.

I love horror movies (not slasher because lame). Fortunately my kids love them too. And yet I would never suggest that someone who doesn't enjoy them watch. Grrrrrrrrrr. That's not right.


billytea - Mar 20, 2006 3:08:21 am PST #4447 of 10001
You were a wrong baby who grew up wrong. The wrong kind of wrong. It's better you hear it from a friend.

And who wouldn't be. Of course since she has fallen already this might kill her ded.

I think it just might have.

Getting Wallybee to her assignment proved harder than expected. Melbourne is hosting the Commonwealth Games, and the street she had to go to is closed to traffic, as are a number of other traffic options in the neighbourhood. Did eventually get there, but a few minutes late. But a bonding experience for us. Well. That and the chocolate penguins! (I'm a little concerned. I got two, one for each of us, but they're both currently in her possession. I'm not entirely convinced I'll see either of them again.)

I shall see her again on Wednesday night too, where we shall play board games.


WindSparrow - Mar 20, 2006 3:45:54 am PST #4448 of 10001
Love is stronger than death and harder than sorrow. Those who practice it are fierce like the light of stars traveling eons to pierce the night.

Gris, meant to say this before, but I'm so sad for you.

Thanks, everyone for your understanding of the rant.

Yay, vw, go on with your dishes-doing self!


DCJensen - Mar 20, 2006 4:04:45 am PST #4449 of 10001
All is well that ends in pizza.

I sat out and pulled a few more weeds today. Gosh, it feels nice to be out in the garden. I haven't been able to do it in a while. I'm terrible at meditating. My mind chatters incessantly at me. But when I'm gardening, I'm much more able to *be* in the moment.

When I was growing up, my mom called the garden her "Therapy Patch." She has an ancient plaque on the wall in her kitchen that says:

The kiss of the sun for pardon, the song of the birds for mirth, One is nearer God's heart in a garden than anywhere else on earth. (uncredited, but by by Dorothy Francis Gurney)


Stephanie - Mar 20, 2006 4:07:05 am PST #4450 of 10001
Trust my rage

I found out over the weekend that my friend's 19 year old daughter got engaged. I'm in shock - not because she's "too young" or something like that, but because in my mind, she is still 12.

Gris, I'm sorry to hear about the break-up.

bt, I hope you get to see your penguin again.

We have some ducks that live inthe creek near our house and I see them most mornings. It's a threesome - 2 males and one female. The female has now left the males (although I guess she could be sitting on a nest somehwere), so most mornings I just see the two males swimming around in the creek alone. Maybe I have gay ducks?