Tommyrot:
wonder how they revamped Ken's soul?
Revamped? I'm thinking, one night spent with Skipper.... er... um...
'Jaynestown'
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Tommyrot:
wonder how they revamped Ken's soul?
Revamped? I'm thinking, one night spent with Skipper.... er... um...
But the sad thing is that somewhere along the way, we have been taught, most likely by our families, that we do not deserve to be loved without condition, that we are not good enough.
Or that the best we can ever hope for is a pity fuck? That's exactly where my brain is at right now.
Or that the best we can ever hope for is a pity fuck? That's exactly where my brain is at right now.
Surely you know more deserving men than the ones who need pity fucks. The fabulous ones who will lust after you are probably deeply in love with their own versions of Gina Torres or still engrossed in winning a Nobel Prize and haven't looked up long enough yet.
~~~~~~~~~~~~~ma to Katerina~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
~~~~~~~~~~~~~ma to ND's Dad~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
Windsparrow is a wise one.
DH bodyslammed one of my hot buttons this am. It wasn't deliberate, he is just trying to take care of stuff. I am trying to let it go - and not do what I normally do - which is talk at him until I feel better. or make snide comments until I feel better. Not sure if this is going to work.
Here beth, make the snide comments at me. I can take it! You'll get tham all worked out and then will only have loving things to say to DH.
sending out the everythingwillbefine ma~~~ in two dirrections.
Ken Synchronicity Boobie Necklace!
About driving away the demons of self-hatred: the very best technique I've got in the toolkit was the one where I compare my negative self-thoughts to what I would allow anyone to say about my friends in front of me. Somehow, insisting that the voice of the inner critic conform with Miss Manners protocol really helped me. Of course, I'm still an awful person and everything is all my fault because I'm fat, so you shouldn't take my advice because it will be all wrong!
Clearly, the battle is ongoing.
Ex-gay penguins? Don't bet on it.
Katie, best-outcome~ma is on the way. Also flinging some everything-is-fine ~ma toward San Diego for ND's dad
Co-workers are constantly popping into our office to check out office-mate's Olympics wall. I hate the Olympics wall.