Oh, Cass. I'm sorry.
Can I have waffles instead, Gud?
About halfway through a six-hour staff meeting, my head would have exploded. I hope there was coffee and snacks.
Oh, no, oh, no! Spontaneous poetic exclamations. Lord, spare me college boys in love.
Dr. Walsh ,'Potential'
Spike's Bitches 28: For the Safety of Puppies...and Christmas!
[NAFDA] Spike-centric discussion. Lusty, lewd (only occasionally crude), risque (and frisque), bawdy (Oh, lawdy!), flirty ('cuz we're purty), raunchy talk inside. Caveat lector.
Ginger - Feb 09, 2006 10:40:41 am PST #8215 of 10001
"It didn't taste good. It tasted soooo horrible. It tasted like....a vodka martini." - Matilda
Toddson - Feb 09, 2006 10:42:40 am PST #8216 of 10001
Friends don't let friends read "Atlas Shrugged"
They provide lunch ... bad Chinese food ... and soft drinks, coffee, water. I'm working on how to sleep with my eyes open.
Gudanov - Feb 09, 2006 10:43:29 am PST #8217 of 10001
Coding and Sleeping
Can I have waffles instead, Gud?
Alas, I have no waffle iron.
Laura - Feb 09, 2006 10:43:54 am PST #8218 of 10001
Our wings are not tired.
{{Cass}} Always
Happy Birthday Maidengurl! May this year be about a billion times more fun than the last.
Perkin's flight is delayed about 1-1/2 hours. Boo. But even if she gets to Casa Holt at 11 tonight her body is gonna think it is only 8. Party!
6 hours of meetings in 6 months is about as much as I'd like.
flea - Feb 09, 2006 10:45:10 am PST #8219 of 10001
information libertarian
Toodson needs a Blackberry, so she can post from meetings like ita.
I'm sorry for your and your mother's loss, Cass.
Um, depression in pregnancy and after is sort of a pet topic for me. In case you couldn't figure that out. I worry that many women don't get treated because they are so afraid of taking medication that will affect the child. The baby matters, a great deal, but mothers' sanity matters too.
Steph L. - Feb 09, 2006 10:54:37 am PST #8220 of 10001
I look more rad than Lutheranism
Ugh. I hate me today.
That is all.
Betsy HP - Feb 09, 2006 10:56:20 am PST #8221 of 10001
If I only had a brain...
Um, depression in pregnancy and after is sort of a pet topic for me. In case you couldn't figure that out. I worry that many women don't get treated because they are so afraid of taking medication that will affect the child. The baby matters, a great deal, but mothers' sanity matters too.
Yes, this. And depression makes it too easy to blame yourself anyway.
Cass - Feb 09, 2006 10:58:30 am PST #8222 of 10001
Bob's learned to live with tragedy, but he knows that this tragedy is one that won't ever leave him or get better.
Six hour meeting? ::blinks:: Holy carp!
what I learnedWow.
I worry that many women don't get treated because they are so afraid of taking medication that will affect the child. The baby matters, a great deal, but mothers' sanity matters too.Not that I am actually planning on doing the pregnancy thing, but I very much agree with you.
Ugh. I hate me today.No! Why?
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I'm just ... just ... still really upset that my neicelet was sent to Vermont and I'm not even supposed to really talk to her about anything or know why this happened. And maybe I am railing against this because all of the other losses leave me no one to rail against but god or no one, depending on your beliefs.
Steph L. - Feb 09, 2006 11:11:50 am PST #8223 of 10001
I look more rad than Lutheranism
Ugh. I hate me today.
No! Why?
There is no better way -- none better in all the world -- for me to hate myself than to go try on clothes. Specifically, lingerie. It's....seriously, I don't actually have words to explain how much I'm hating myself right now and I can't believe people aren't actively grossed out by me -- and they probably ARE and are just too nice to say "Excuse me, but at what point along your path to morbid obesity were you planning to STOP EATING?!?" -- and I can't believe, I mean, when people say "You look nice," to me, I can't believe they aren't completely full of shit and are just being nice because it's too cruel to make oinking sounds, and I can't accept that anyone would actually want to touch me at all, let alone without clothes on, and I'm just disgusted by myself but apparently not disgusted enough to actually DO anything about it.
And I really really REALLY don't want punctuation of any sort, because while I appreciate the thought behind it, I'm really hating myself and can't even handle anyone being nice to me right now.
t edit And -- god, I'm so self-centered to even whine about that, when other people have family members dying and legitimate issues and I can't get my fat ass to the gym and therefore must cry about it. God. Sorry. I really, really am.
Cass - Feb 09, 2006 11:14:36 am PST #8224 of 10001
Bob's learned to live with tragedy, but he knows that this tragedy is one that won't ever leave him or get better.
There is no better way -- none better in all the world -- for me to hate myself than to go try on clothes. Specifically, lingerie. It's....seriously, I don't actually have words to explain how much I'm hating myself right nowOh.
That.
I just got a bunch of pictures of myself sent to me. Right there with you. I looked at the person in those pictures and boggled, and not in a good way.