I'm so not a phone person that drunk dialing is not really a worry. But I totally post when drunk, here more than lj.
There are no absolutes. No right and wrong. Haven't you learned anything working for the Powers? There are only choices.
Jasmine ,'Power Play'
Spike's Bitches 28: For the Safety of Puppies...and Christmas!
[NAFDA] Spike-centric discussion. Lusty, lewd (only occasionally crude), risque (and frisque), bawdy (Oh, lawdy!), flirty ('cuz we're purty), raunchy talk inside. Caveat lector.
brenda m - Feb 06, 2006 5:59:24 am PST #7796 of 10001
If you're going through hell/keep on going/don't slow down/keep your fear from showing/you might be gone/'fore the devil even knows you're there
Gudanov - Feb 06, 2006 6:00:05 am PST #7797 of 10001
Coding and Sleeping
((Askye))
brenda m - Feb 06, 2006 6:00:43 am PST #7798 of 10001
If you're going through hell/keep on going/don't slow down/keep your fear from showing/you might be gone/'fore the devil even knows you're there
Oh, ugh, askye. I totally know that place, and I hope you find a way to just get it over with and not make yourself more unhappy by avoiding. Man, that can be a bitch, though.
Calli - Feb 06, 2006 6:04:26 am PST #7799 of 10001
I must obey the inscrutable exhortations of my soul—Calvin and Hobbs
Sorry, Askye. I hate having to deal with things like that, too.
askye - Feb 06, 2006 6:11:25 am PST #7800 of 10001
Thrive to spite them
Thanks.
The worst thing is I lied to my parents about part of this situation. Mom asked me something and I lied and she asked me "are you telling the truth" and I said "yes". Point blank to her face. I did it because at the time it was easier to deal with than the truth. It kills me that I did that and I'm worried that I'm going to totally ruin my relationship with my parents, esp mom. That she'll feel she can't trust me.
It's just a mess and it's all my fault and I'm really pissed off at my self.
esse - Feb 06, 2006 6:19:28 am PST #7801 of 10001
S to the A -- using they/them pronouns!
Good luck, Ali; I know exactly how you are feeling.
Topic!Cindy - Feb 06, 2006 6:34:20 am PST #7802 of 10001
What is even happening?
{{{askye}}}
The worst thing is I lied to my parents about part of this situation. Mom asked me something and I lied and she asked me "are you telling the truth" and I said "yes". Point blank to her face. I did it because at the time it was easier to deal with than the truth. It kills me that I did that and I'm worried that I'm going to totally ruin my relationship with my parents, esp mom. That she'll feel she can't trust me.
I'm so sorry. This is so hard. Personally, I always need to come clean, because I can't live with the stress of not. If you approach her, and you tell her you lied (rather than her eventually finding out) because it felt easier than dealing with the truth, do you think she'll respect that you're coming clean now?
erikaj - Feb 06, 2006 6:34:37 am PST #7803 of 10001
Always Anti-fascist!
Best wishes Askye...I'm sorry. Do it fast, like ripping off a band-aid.
Sparky1 - Feb 06, 2006 6:35:44 am PST #7804 of 10001
Librarian Warlord
{{askye}}
I'm worried that I'm going to totally ruin my relationship with my parents, esp mom. That she'll feel she can't trust me.
It seems like the best, albeit painful, course of action is to take this head-on. Look her in the eye again, tell her you lied and why you did it. She'll find her way to trusting you because you came clean.
{{Trudy & family}}
askye - Feb 06, 2006 6:40:24 am PST #7805 of 10001
Thrive to spite them
I'm definitly coming clean with both my parents today. As soon as Mom gets home from work I'm going over there and starting with apologzing for lying and explaining why and then get into what happened today,.
I talked to my therapist a little bit ago and that was helpful. She said I needed to be direct with my parents and get that over with. She's going to be in her office until 6:30 so if I need to I can call her after I talk to Mom (I think I may have to). I'm not sure when I'll get to talk to Dad, I don't want to call him at work and tell him this.