So you want hairpatting or nothing? That does not sound like conversation. That sounds like spin, and personally would drive me up a tree, but I can respect it, I suppose. But my burning question...am I a fuckhead? Because I feel like I've been called a fuckhead and told to go somewhere else with a dry climate and I don't really appreciate it. If that's alright with you, of course.
All right, yes, date and shop and hang out and go to school and save the world from unspeakable demons. You know, I wanna do girlie stuff!
Buffy ,'Same Time, Same Place'
Spike's Bitches 27: I'm Embarrassed for Our Kind.
[NAFDA] Spike-centric discussion. Lusty, lewd (only occasionally crude), risque (and frisque), bawdy (Oh, lawdy!), flirty ('cuz we're purty), raunchy talk inside. Caveat lector.
erikaj - Nov 01, 2005 8:37:03 am PST #1987 of 10003
Always Anti-fascist!
Aims - Nov 01, 2005 8:38:01 am PST #1988 of 10003
Shit's all sorts of different now.
t adds erika to the list
dw - Nov 01, 2005 8:39:18 am PST #1989 of 10003
Silence means security silence means approval
Right now, I'm still too mad to talk, and I realize that it's because that all the anger that I've had over the last few months has been looking for a vent. In a few hours I'll come down and apologies will be dispensed. But right now I'm too angry and sleep-deprived.
Steph L. - Nov 01, 2005 8:39:28 am PST #1990 of 10003
I look more rad than Lutheranism
told to go somewhere else with a dry climate
Honey, you're already in AZ....
Susan W. - Nov 01, 2005 8:39:47 am PST #1991 of 10003
Good Trouble and Righteous Fights
Right now I just don't know what to do. I've somehow got to get back to a functional equilibrium so I can do the stuff I need to do. Maybe I need to leave the group for awhile--and believe me, I don't mean that in a huffy tone of, "Fine, I'll just take my toys and go home." It's just--I'm bawling my eyes out here, and I've put myself in a position where there is literally no one I can pick up the phone and call and say, "Look, I need a little help here so I can calm down and get back to my life," without it being awkward and weird, because I'm become so dependent on online community that it's all I have.
Steph L. - Nov 01, 2005 8:40:16 am PST #1992 of 10003
I look more rad than Lutheranism
In a few hours I'll come down and apologies will be dispensed. But right now I'm too angry and sleep-deprived.
I don't think that apologizing when it's convenient for you is much of an apology.
Connie Neil - Nov 01, 2005 8:40:33 am PST #1993 of 10003
brillig
Kudos for supportive husbands, not-so-kudos for expressiveness.
Aims - Nov 01, 2005 8:41:45 am PST #1994 of 10003
Shit's all sorts of different now.
In a few hours I'll come down and apologies will be dispensed. But right now I'm too angry and sleep-deprived.
I don't think that apologizing when it's convenient for you is much of an apology.
I also agree.
erikaj - Nov 01, 2005 8:45:06 am PST #1995 of 10003
Always Anti-fascist!
In a weird sort of way, I'd be over it faster if Dylan had just e-mailed me "Go to hell you cripple fuckhead." Then I could just e-mail back "I'd rather not. Thanks for thinking of me...I was actually trying to be *delicate* actually...guess it didn't take. Drinks on me at f2f?" And then, we'd be okay. Maybe. Next time, just say "Fuck you." I'll say "God, no," and we can all laugh cause the crip lady made a sex joke and get on with it. :) I honestly thought that everyone was fairly careful yesterday, for the most part, and I'm not just shielding myself...I don't think. You don't want to know me not being polite, then.
SuziQ - Nov 01, 2005 8:45:58 am PST #1996 of 10003
Back tattoos of the mother is that you are absolutely right - Ame
So, is this the time to say that my work related issues are finally moving along? They fixed the servers so now I'm only a week behind instead of a month behind. WOOOO-HOOOOOO!!!!!
Ducks back out carefully....