Simon: Captain... why did you come back for us? Mal: You're on my crew. Simon: Yeah, but you don't even like me. Why'd you come back? Mal: You're on my crew. Why we still talking about this?

'Safe'


Spike's Bitches 27: I'm Embarrassed for Our Kind.  

[NAFDA] Spike-centric discussion. Lusty, lewd (only occasionally crude), risque (and frisque), bawdy (Oh, lawdy!), flirty ('cuz we're purty), raunchy talk inside. Caveat lector.


Aims - Nov 01, 2005 8:38:01 am PST #1988 of 10003
Shit's all sorts of different now.

t adds erika to the list


dw - Nov 01, 2005 8:39:18 am PST #1989 of 10003
Silence means security silence means approval

Right now, I'm still too mad to talk, and I realize that it's because that all the anger that I've had over the last few months has been looking for a vent. In a few hours I'll come down and apologies will be dispensed. But right now I'm too angry and sleep-deprived.


Steph L. - Nov 01, 2005 8:39:28 am PST #1990 of 10003
I look more rad than Lutheranism

told to go somewhere else with a dry climate

Honey, you're already in AZ....


Susan W. - Nov 01, 2005 8:39:47 am PST #1991 of 10003
Good Trouble and Righteous Fights

Right now I just don't know what to do. I've somehow got to get back to a functional equilibrium so I can do the stuff I need to do. Maybe I need to leave the group for awhile--and believe me, I don't mean that in a huffy tone of, "Fine, I'll just take my toys and go home." It's just--I'm bawling my eyes out here, and I've put myself in a position where there is literally no one I can pick up the phone and call and say, "Look, I need a little help here so I can calm down and get back to my life," without it being awkward and weird, because I'm become so dependent on online community that it's all I have.


Steph L. - Nov 01, 2005 8:40:16 am PST #1992 of 10003
I look more rad than Lutheranism

In a few hours I'll come down and apologies will be dispensed. But right now I'm too angry and sleep-deprived.

I don't think that apologizing when it's convenient for you is much of an apology.


Connie Neil - Nov 01, 2005 8:40:33 am PST #1993 of 10003
brillig

Kudos for supportive husbands, not-so-kudos for expressiveness.


Aims - Nov 01, 2005 8:41:45 am PST #1994 of 10003
Shit's all sorts of different now.

In a few hours I'll come down and apologies will be dispensed. But right now I'm too angry and sleep-deprived.

I don't think that apologizing when it's convenient for you is much of an apology.

I also agree.


erikaj - Nov 01, 2005 8:45:06 am PST #1995 of 10003
Always Anti-fascist!

In a weird sort of way, I'd be over it faster if Dylan had just e-mailed me "Go to hell you cripple fuckhead." Then I could just e-mail back "I'd rather not. Thanks for thinking of me...I was actually trying to be *delicate* actually...guess it didn't take. Drinks on me at f2f?" And then, we'd be okay. Maybe. Next time, just say "Fuck you." I'll say "God, no," and we can all laugh cause the crip lady made a sex joke and get on with it. :) I honestly thought that everyone was fairly careful yesterday, for the most part, and I'm not just shielding myself...I don't think. You don't want to know me not being polite, then.


SuziQ - Nov 01, 2005 8:45:58 am PST #1996 of 10003
Back tattoos of the mother is that you are absolutely right - Ame

So, is this the time to say that my work related issues are finally moving along? They fixed the servers so now I'm only a week behind instead of a month behind. WOOOO-HOOOOOO!!!!!

Ducks back out carefully....


Lee - Nov 01, 2005 8:46:24 am PST #1997 of 10003
The feeling you get when your brain finally lets your heart get in its pants.

I don't think that apologizing when it's convenient for you is much of an apology.

Thirded.

I also agree with Betsy and Erika.