You'd never make it. I'd rip your spine out before you got half a step. Those little legs wouldn't be much good without one of those.

Glory ,'The Killer In Me'


Spike's Bitches 26: Damn right I'm impure!  

[NAFDA] Spike-centric discussion. Lusty, lewd (only occasionally crude), risque (and frisque), bawdy (Oh, lawdy!), flirty ('cuz we're purty), raunchy talk inside. Caveat lector.


Sparky1 - Oct 05, 2005 2:25:19 pm PDT #6648 of 10001
Librarian Warlord

Go, Teppy!

And here I was thinking about skipping my yoga class... GUILTY!


vw bug - Oct 05, 2005 2:32:24 pm PDT #6649 of 10001
Mostly lurking...

OMG! Ellie is just the cutest in that dress. I showed it to new Not!Emily and he smiled.

I've read like the last 400 messages, but I didn't meara, so I have nothing else to say about the catch up. Hugs and Kisses to all that need/want them.

I could use some extra support for the rest of the evening and possibly through tomorrow. If I'm still feeling this badly tomorrow, I may got into the hospital, which is not ideal, but better than being dead. I just fell apart today. The shit has hit the fan, I guess you could say. And I have no idea how to deal with the fallout of it all. But, my therapist told me not to worry about that until the crisis is over. So, I'm not. But, it's not going to be pretty.


brenda m - Oct 05, 2005 2:33:20 pm PDT #6650 of 10001
If you're going through hell/keep on going/don't slow down/keep your fear from showing/you might be gone/'fore the devil even knows you're there

Your therapist is wise. Please take care of yourself.


SailAweigh - Oct 05, 2005 2:35:37 pm PDT #6651 of 10001
Nana korobi, ya oki. (Fall down seven times, stand up eight.) ~Yuzuru Hanyu/Japanese proverb

vw, much hold-it-together~ma. One step at a time is all anyone can do.


Sparky1 - Oct 05, 2005 2:36:28 pm PDT #6652 of 10001
Librarian Warlord

{{{vw}}}

Take care of yourself. We'll do everything we can to help you with the fallout if you'll just take care of yourself...


vw bug - Oct 05, 2005 2:36:30 pm PDT #6653 of 10001
Mostly lurking...

And my dad just e-mailed me to ask about Thanksgiving...when I'd be able to leave. It depends on if I'm still taking one of my classes that I may have to withdraw from after skipping tonight when I had a paper due/presentation. So, I have to ignore the e-mail till I'm feeling better, which isn't going to go over well.

Why does my brain hate me?


brenda m - Oct 05, 2005 2:38:27 pm PDT #6654 of 10001
If you're going through hell/keep on going/don't slow down/keep your fear from showing/you might be gone/'fore the devil even knows you're there

Email and say "I'll get back to you on that." No need to go into it if you don't feel up to it yet.


Susan W. - Oct 05, 2005 2:38:44 pm PDT #6655 of 10001
Good Trouble and Righteous Fights

{{{{{vw}}}}}


Sparky1 - Oct 05, 2005 2:41:34 pm PDT #6656 of 10001
Librarian Warlord

Why does my brain hate me?

Wish I had an answer, and knew how to fix it. You're beloved in this forum.


vw bug - Oct 05, 2005 2:42:21 pm PDT #6657 of 10001
Mostly lurking...

Apparently, I'm just not ready to be doing everything I'm doing. And I've pushed and pushed and pushed till I finally reached this point. Not very mindful, I guess. I'm also not supposed to problem solve until the crisis is over, but it's hard not to think about this stuff.

But, thinking about it makes me feel like such a failure.

brenda, thanks. That's what I'll say.