OMG! Ellie is just the cutest in that dress. I showed it to new Not!Emily and he smiled.
I've read like the last 400 messages, but I didn't meara, so I have nothing else to say about the catch up. Hugs and Kisses to all that need/want them.
I could use some extra support for the rest of the evening and possibly through tomorrow. If I'm still feeling this badly tomorrow, I may got into the hospital, which is not ideal, but better than being dead. I just fell apart today. The shit has hit the fan, I guess you could say. And I have no idea how to deal with the fallout of it all. But, my therapist told me not to worry about that until the crisis is over. So, I'm not. But, it's not going to be pretty.
Your therapist is wise. Please take care of yourself.
vw, much hold-it-together~ma. One step at a time is all anyone can do.
{{{vw}}}
Take care of yourself. We'll do everything we can to help you with the fallout if you'll just take care of yourself...
And my dad just e-mailed me to ask about Thanksgiving...when I'd be able to leave. It depends on if I'm still taking one of my classes that I may have to withdraw from after skipping tonight when I had a paper due/presentation. So, I have to ignore the e-mail till I'm feeling better, which isn't going to go over well.
Why does my brain hate me?
Email and say "I'll get back to you on that." No need to go into it if you don't feel up to it yet.
Why does my brain hate me?
Wish I had an answer, and knew how to fix it. You're beloved in this forum.
Apparently, I'm just not ready to be doing everything I'm doing. And I've pushed and pushed and pushed till I finally reached this point. Not very mindful, I guess. I'm also not supposed to problem solve until the crisis is over, but it's hard not to think about this stuff.
But, thinking about it makes me feel like such a failure.
brenda, thanks. That's what I'll say.
vw, bebe, get sleep.
Tomorrow, send your dad an email saying that you got his email and you don't want him to think that you're blowing him off, but you're not able to answer the question until you've had a chance to consider your schedule.
Send your prof an email to apologize. Talk to your therapist about whether s/he thinks giving you a medical excuse would be appropriate in the circumstances. And
do not withdraw from the class yet.
If that's what it comes to after you've gotten a bunch of rest and considered things when you're not panicking, so be it, but I assure you, a late paper is NOT NOT NOT NOT the seal of doom. They happen all the time, with a lot less reason than you have.
But first? Get sleep.
