Xander ,'Chosen'
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I have a quasi-friend who is edging toward child hating. And it's making me edge right away from her.
Then there's the coworker who, after meeting me twice for under 15 minutes each time, told me I absolutely had to have kids.
Both seem like serious lapses in manners.
I can come over to your place, it's dead here. e-me at rainoftoads.
where do you need to go to get the meds, vw?
Just CVS. It can wait, and probably will at this point, 'cause I don't feel very safe with them around. But, I know they're there, and that is scary. I could change my mind and just go get them.
What do you need, vw?
I don't know. I'm shaking and crying and feel like shit.
so you don't want the meds.
I'm sorry. At the wrong end of the country to help, though.
I do want the meds...that's part of the problem. I'm ok. I'm breathing again. I just had a flash of some nastiness. I'm starting to calm down.
Did something trigger this? Do you want to talk about it? Do you still have my cellphone number if you want to talk?
l'd page my therapist, but she's in session right now and won't call me back for 1/2 hour. So, I came here first.
Keep breathing.
No. I don't know what triggered it. This has happened a couple of times, usually when I'm in high stress. I just go from doing fine to the total opposite in a matter of seconds.