Mal ,'Out Of Gas'
[NAFDA] Spike-centric discussion. Lusty, lewd (only occasionally crude), risque (and frisque), bawdy (Oh, lawdy!), flirty ('cuz we're purty), raunchy talk inside. Caveat lector.
The car sputters when I tried to start it. definitly a sputter.
Dad came by and said it sounds like it might be the battery, but neither of us have jumper cables so he went off to get those if the car starts (please god) then I'll be off to get a new battery and waste more of my day doing that.
I have got to talk to my supervisor and find out how close I am to being permenant, I know they are working for it, and this no benefits thing is killing.
Oy. Car-ma, askye (also job-ma, but that comes without the linguistic irony)
General-ma to Fay and car-ma to askye.
Wow. What a coldblooded thing to say about someone. I suck.
Nah. If anything, you're doing him a kindness in realizing this now and acting accordingly, rather than just going along with the relationship out of boredom or politeness until you have to break his heart.
Fooey on askye's nonstarting car.
So doomed.
I keep trying to write more than that, but it all just seems superfluous. I met her for the first time five days ago. There exists a wealth of religious belief that is fuelled by experiences such as this.
I've never felt it that strongly. Never.
Ugh. Now this has been a morning.
I woke up again at 7:30am with the worst cramps I've ever experienced. I took 800mg of Advil in hopes that that would kick them away, 'cause I was supposed to be somewhere at 9am. At about 8:30am, I went and woke up Emily. I was in tears, shaking and dripping in sweat and in SO. Much. Pain.
Emily suggested I call the doctor's office. They don't open till 9, so I called my mom. She suggested I wait it out till the office opened. So, I did. The nurse called me back and suggested I just continue to wait it out. In the meantime, sweet Emily was getting me cold wash clothes, water, etc.
It has finally gotten a little better, although, they are not gone. I've taken a shower, which also helped. But, ugh. Not fun.
And now I'm off to make doctor's appointments for physicals so I can talk to them about this and make sure it NEVER happens again.
((((vw))))
Good luck with the doctor.
Ack, hope you feel better soon vw.
Ugh, I'm sorry vw.
I had kick-ass cramps and drastic weariness this weekend. They coincided with the first weekend this month that I've been home and a heat index of 110F, so I was planning on staying in and lazing about anyway. Ibuprofen, steak, red wine, avocado, and Wodehouse books--the best way to spend the first day of a period, I think.