Oh, Susan. I'm so sorry.
Don't belong. Dangerous, like you. Can't be controlled. Can't be trusted. Everyone could just go on without me and not have to worry. People could be what they wanted to be. Could be with the people they wanted. Live simple. No secrets.
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Glamcookie - Aug 16, 2005 12:37:07 pm PDT #6783 of 10001
I know my own heart and understand my fellow man. But I am made unlike anyone I have ever met. I dare to say I am like no one in the whole world. - Anne Lister
Topic!Cindy - Aug 16, 2005 12:37:34 pm PDT #6784 of 10001
What is even happening?
Susan, I'm so sorry. Peace to you and your family.
Daisy Jane - Aug 16, 2005 12:37:48 pm PDT #6785 of 10001
"This bar smells like kerosene and stripper tears."
I just got the cutest picture of Oz curled up with the greyhound we're babysitting. OMGSOCUTEICOULDDIE!!
I'm sort of feeling all over the place and flaky. Stuff that I felt all gung ho about a month ago is starting to lose its lustre, and I'm finding new dreams and plans, but they're slightly tarnished by the fact that I had other dreams not too long ago. Back to school? Wait this thing out? Find something else entirely? I know in theory it's ok to not know what you want, even and maybe especially in your late 20s, but dude, I feel like one of those people who are always making huge plans and then deciding, no I want to make this other huge plan.
It should be said, because it really was a load off my mind today, that Mr. H was incredible to me this afternoon. I was really depressed about my all-over-the-placeness, and finding it hard to talk to him about it because I imagine it to be frustrating for him to have someone he's been really supportive of, thinking they had this plan, to go "You know what? Now I'm not so sure." But, he said it's ok, I can figure it out, not to give up on this just because it's been a couple of months, but doing something else entirely is ok too. Then I got a big hug.
I think I'm going to have a bagel, or maybe some string cheese...ooh or feta with olive oil.
ETA: My thoughts are with you Susan. I hadn't seen the beep me before this post. I know you've been in a state of anxiety, and I hope for peace for you and your family.
DavidS - Aug 16, 2005 12:38:41 pm PDT #6786 of 10001
"Look, son, if it's good enough for Shirley Bassey, it's good enough for you."
How are you holding up, Susan?
I hope he had an easy passing. Peace be with your family.
DebetEsse - Aug 16, 2005 12:39:41 pm PDT #6787 of 10001
Woe to the fucking wicked.
{{{{Susan}}}}
erikaj - Aug 16, 2005 12:40:23 pm PDT #6788 of 10001
Always Anti-fascist!
Susan, I'm sorry.
Amy - Aug 16, 2005 12:42:37 pm PDT #6789 of 10001
Because books.
Susan, I'm so sorry. I wish I could help in some practical way. I'm sending strength and peace vibes instead, to you and your family.
{{{Susan}}}
Jessica - Aug 16, 2005 12:43:02 pm PDT #6790 of 10001
And then Ortus came and said "It's Ortin' time" and they all Orted off into the sunset
{{Susan}} I'm so sorry.
vw bug - Aug 16, 2005 12:43:38 pm PDT #6791 of 10001
Mostly lurking...
Oh, Susan, I'm so sorry. You and your family are in my thoughts and prayers.
Aims - Aug 16, 2005 12:43:42 pm PDT #6792 of 10001
Shit's all sorts of different now.
Oh Susan. Much love and strength to you. A world of {{{{{{{{{}}}}}}}