Oh Susan, I'm so sorry.
Simon: I swear when it's appropriate. Kaylee: Simon, the whole point of swearing is that it ain't appropriate.
'Jaynestown'
Spike's Bitches 25 to Life
[NAFDA] Spike-centric discussion. Lusty, lewd (only occasionally crude), risque (and frisque), bawdy (Oh, lawdy!), flirty ('cuz we're purty), raunchy talk inside. Caveat lector.
P.M. Marc - Jul 27, 2005 2:02:30 pm PDT #3413 of 10001
So come, my friends, be not afraid/We are so lightly here/It is in love that we are made; In love we disappear
Susan W. - Jul 27, 2005 2:03:36 pm PDT #3414 of 10001
Good Trouble and Righteous Fights
-t, at this point I feel like my being there would be more of an added burden than a comfort at this point--that the everyday routines of existence are a big deal. I am so very glad we went in June, and that I had the gumption to say some things I've always wanted to say about how proud I am to have him for a father.
I'm sad that Annabel won't remember him, and sad that he won't get to read my first book, whenever it happens. And for some reason I'm very upset that he never got to go to Australia. He always wanted to, but somehow it just never happened. I hope there's really a heaven, and that there's some kind of true-Australia-that-lies-beyond there.
I think they've stopped the chemo. I didn't ask for a lot of details like that, but I'm thinking of calling Very Conservative Oldest Brother, since he's the one who lives close and probably has the most accurate perspective on what's going on.
Atropa - Jul 27, 2005 2:04:45 pm PDT #3415 of 10001
The artist formerly associated with cupcakes.
Susan, I'm so sorry.
askye - Jul 27, 2005 2:04:47 pm PDT #3416 of 10001
Thrive to spite them
(((((Susann)))))))
erikaj - Jul 27, 2005 2:05:20 pm PDT #3417 of 10001
Always Anti-fascist!
I'm sorry, Susan.
Polter-Cow - Jul 27, 2005 2:10:48 pm PDT #3418 of 10001
What else besides ramen can you scoop? YOU CAN SCOOP THIS WORLD FROM DARKNESS!
{{{Susan}}}
Scrappy - Jul 27, 2005 2:12:36 pm PDT #3419 of 10001
Life moves pretty fast. You don't stop and look around once in a while, you could miss it.
Susan, so very sorry. I think calling your brother is a good idea. The more information you have, the easier any decision-making will be.
Take care of yourself and hug your daughter tight.
-t - Jul 27, 2005 2:14:09 pm PDT #3420 of 10001
I am a woman of various inclinations and only some of the time are they to burn everything down in frustration
at this point I feel like my being there would be more of an added burden than a comfort at this point--that the everyday routines of existence are a big deal. I am so very glad we went in June, and that I had the gumption to say some things I've always wanted to say about how proud I am to have him for a father.
Hold onto this feeling. It's so good that you had such a good visit so recently.
You'll be able to make Annabel know and love him through your memories. I can tell because everything you just said about Australia has me all teary and feeling like I know him a little bit.
erikaj - Jul 27, 2005 2:15:49 pm PDT #3421 of 10001
Always Anti-fascist!
You've been fortunate, Susan. Although that does not lessen grief, I'm sure.
Ginger - Jul 27, 2005 2:16:42 pm PDT #3422 of 10001
"It didn't taste good. It tasted soooo horrible. It tasted like....a vodka martini." - Matilda
Susan, I'm so sorry.