The weather is perfect here. 75 and partly cloudy.
Can't even shout, Can't even cry. The Gentlemen are coming by. Looking in windows, knocking on doors. They need to take seven, and they might take yours. Can't call to mom, can't say a word. You're gonna die screaming but you won't be heard.
Dream Girl ,'Bring On The Night'
Spike's Bitches 23: We've mastered the power of positive giving up.
[NAFDA] Spike-centric discussion. Lusty, lewd (only occasionally crude), risque (and frisque), bawdy (Oh, lawdy!), flirty ('cuz we're purty), raunchy talk inside. Caveat lector.
Gudanov - Apr 21, 2005 9:48:35 am PDT #4940 of 10001
Coding and Sleeping
Nicole - Apr 21, 2005 9:51:32 am PDT #4941 of 10001
I'm getting the pig!
Crap, Gud. I wish I had something helpful to say. Instead I'll offer virtual hugs. {{{Gud}}}
If I had someone around doing dishes, taking out the trash, cleaning, etc., I'd be worshipping rather than criticizing.
JZ - Apr 21, 2005 9:51:54 am PDT #4942 of 10001
See? I gave everybody here an opportunity to tell me what a bad person I am and nobody did, because I fuckin' rule.
Oh, Gud, I'm so sorry. You're putting so much work into your homelife and getting so little back from your wife. I am so, so glad that Emaryn and Leif are so bright and affectionate and generous with their hugs and love, but that doesn't begin to make up for the deficit of adult love and partnership. I'm just so sorry.
{{{Kristin}}} just because. And my God, you look blazingly hot in that corset. And it was great, just utterly fascinating to hear you and ND talking about teaching -- though disheartening; you're both such obviously gifted educators with such infectious passion for your subjects that it's just gut-twisting to hear your stories of being kicked down and smacked around by administrators and bureaucracies.
{{{Sparky and Sparky's DH}}} He's a sweet, good man, and the people he loves very much deserve a kinder deal from the universe.
Sparky1 - Apr 21, 2005 9:54:03 am PDT #4943 of 10001
Librarian Warlord
{{Gud}} I'm glad the weather is good, but you deserve more.
beth b - Apr 21, 2005 10:00:15 am PDT #4944 of 10001
oh joy! Oh Rapture ! I have a brain!
{{Gud}}wishing you light at the end of a bumpy road
Topic!Cindy - Apr 21, 2005 10:00:44 am PDT #4945 of 10001
What is even happening?
Cass, Sophia told me that when she used to have anxiety attacks, she would say to herself (in her head), "I am calm. I am calm. I am calm." I have used it when the agoraphobia is trying to bite, and it works.
Think of this as stage fright, which usually works to help you give an energized performance. You've already given this woman a great story to tell her friends about you calling her in the middle of the night. You're pretty. You're charming. You're in like Flynn.
Love,
Dead but still pretty
Connie Neil - Apr 21, 2005 10:04:05 am PDT #4946 of 10001
brillig
The Empress is appeased.
But does she heed my tagline? No, she does not. t pines away for lack of Imperial goodies
Atropa - Apr 21, 2005 10:04:35 am PDT #4947 of 10001
The artist formerly associated with cupcakes.
{{{Gud}}} I hope things get better soon.
I skimmed and skimmed and skimmed, with a pause to coo over the Tickybox pictures. When I went thrift store shopping with a bunch of the local goths last Sunday, I ended up buying more clothes for Princess Tickybox Lilly than for me. I think this means I've officially turned into a Crazy Auntie.
Aims - Apr 21, 2005 10:05:30 am PDT #4948 of 10001
Shit's all sorts of different now.
t hangs head
I know. I'm a bad Empress in so many ways.
Nora Deirdre - Apr 21, 2005 10:07:46 am PDT #4949 of 10001
I’m responsible for my own happiness? I can’t even be responsible for my own breakfast! (Bojack Horseman)
Gud, I'm sorry. Still hoping that things get less bumpy and rough. Soon.