Mal: How drunk was I last night? Jayne: Well I dunno. I passed out.

'Our Mrs. Reynolds'


Spike's Bitches 23: We've mastered the power of positive giving up.  

[NAFDA] Spike-centric discussion. Lusty, lewd (only occasionally crude), risque (and frisque), bawdy (Oh, lawdy!), flirty ('cuz we're purty), raunchy talk inside. Caveat lector.


Topic!Cindy - Apr 05, 2005 5:43:51 am PDT #1344 of 10001
What is even happening?

Ummm, nope. I will buy the patches and try to quit in one month. For really.
I imagine that's about when I will be giving it a go. I am thinking I will buy the gum as a back up plan, so that if I go insane, I can fall back on those, rather than on actual cigarettes.

Did someone here mention lozenges?


-t - Apr 05, 2005 6:04:11 am PDT #1345 of 10001
I am a woman of various inclinations and only some of the time are they to burn everything down in frustration

Cindy, she doesn't remember specifically, but they took out a lot of loans. She was under the impression that they had paid them all back, but they didn't keep good records. H's father's signature looks genuine, certainly.

When I quit smoking I used some wacky herbal "cigarettes" (not that wacky, they were, as far as I know, perfectly legal) that didn't taste very good but helped me get through the compulsion to light up that I had aside from the nicotine craving. I didn't do gum, but I have heard that the new versions taste much better (when I tried Nicotrol or whatever it was, it tasted like Dentyne that had been left in an ashtray)


Gudanov - Apr 05, 2005 6:07:09 am PDT #1346 of 10001
Coding and Sleeping

Ugh, my marriage is on the rocks again. Don't know how this is going to end.

On the plus side, I've finally started building the play equipment I wanted to make for the kids. Okay, it's not much of a plus side.


JZ - Apr 05, 2005 6:13:24 am PDT #1347 of 10001
See? I gave everybody here an opportunity to tell me what a bad person I am and nobody did, because I fuckin' rule.

eta: Horrible crosspost with Gud. I'm so very, very sorry, Gud. You and your wife and Emaryn and Leif are all in my thoughts.

There are seventeen species of penguin and I can name them all!

fans self, swoons

juliana is so pretty it's just crazymaking. And the pictures are wonderful: brimming with love of all sorts, agape and eros and affection and familial cherishing and the whole big mess of it. The dancing pictures are my favorites -- first dance pictures are almost always my favorites. The couple is finished with the stressful ceremonial scary stuff, they're all giddy with "we did it!"-ness and booze, and they're wrapped up in each other's arms with music they love swirling around them. Public but very playful and intimate. Oh, how I love first dance pictures.

Also, did I mention the prettiness of juliana? 'Cause, STUNNING!

Hec and I were utterly ass-backwards: acquaintances, then fb's, then friends and in love in a jumble while still insisting that we were really just fb's without a future. I am never, ever, ever telling our children the truth about it.


-t - Apr 05, 2005 6:13:44 am PDT #1348 of 10001
I am a woman of various inclinations and only some of the time are they to burn everything down in frustration

I'm so sorry, Gud. You have my best wishes.


Stephanie - Apr 05, 2005 6:16:23 am PDT #1349 of 10001
Trust my rage

So sorry Gud.


Nora Deirdre - Apr 05, 2005 6:19:58 am PDT #1350 of 10001
I’m responsible for my own happiness? I can’t even be responsible for my own breakfast! (Bojack Horseman)

See, my thing always was that if we had a friendship first, I had a very hard time seeing them in a sexy light (men and women both).

Well, Tom is all mysterious and British which kept sexiness alive. (heh) Plus, I suspect I was in love with him all along. We were friends due to circumstance (my toxic relationship with crazy-ex) but our attraction persevered through the 2+ years we knew each other before we started dating. But, you know, totally under the surface, due to relationship, Britishness, and general insecurity on both sides.

And, Gud. I am am so sorry. I hope you guys keep pushing through to the other side, and this will finally be behind you.


Betsy HP - Apr 05, 2005 6:20:00 am PDT #1351 of 10001
If I only had a brain...

Bless you, Gud. I'm sorry.

-t, how are you doing? I've been thinking of you often.


Trudy Booth - Apr 05, 2005 6:28:22 am PDT #1352 of 10001
Greece's financial crisis threatens to take down all of Western civilization - a civilization they themselves founded. A rather tragic irony - which is something they also invented. - Jon Stewart

I'm sorry you're having such a rough time, Gud. I wish there were something I or anyone could do.


Susan W. - Apr 05, 2005 6:28:58 am PDT #1353 of 10001
Good Trouble and Righteous Fights

{{{Gud}}} I'm so sorry.

{{{-t}}} I think I'd go postal if I discovered previously unsuspected debts just now.

Hooray for Nora and Tom's grown-up house-buying abilities.

DH and I fell into love and best friendship in the same 48-hour period right after we met. Which I wouldn't have believed possible before meeting him. I was a big believer in the You Must Be Best Friends FIRST theory of relationships. Which mostly meant that, having secured a male best friend freshman year in college, I just couldn't let go of the idea we were destined for each other.

I'm angsting about money again.