Be it noted that I was not actually planning his funeral; I was merely contemplating the prospect of his funeral, and being all freaked out about it. How would I survive it? Where would I live afterwards? I can't afford this place on my own, but the second bedroom belongs to Emmett, whom I really can't expect to contribute to the rent. Except Emmett would probably be gone, because I'd no longer have any legal relationship to him. Would I ever see him again? Could I ever love again? Would I ever become a mother? (Probably but only as long as he wanted to and who knows how long that would be, assuredly no, and definitely no because if it's not Hec's child, what would be the point?)
Plus, Hec has already chosen his own funeral music so it's not like I could even plan
that.
And in more trivial worries, the car is very expensively sick and there were two hours of OC reruns and I forgot to pay my cell phone bill, again.
In short, last night=TEH SUCK. I need a cupcake, or possibly just a bowl of buttercream icing.
Oh JZ, I'm so sorry. I've been having a lot of nights like that lately. They do suck.
I've not watched the past couple Aliases. Last week, I just didn't want the tv on and this week I just couldn't work up the enthusiasm to turn the tv on. I have spells like this.
Not only do I have my office to myself, but I just had
cake.
And my Chinese food should arrive in an hour. Things could be worse.
I was merely contemplating the prospect of his funeral, and being all freaked out about it.
Aw, there have been many nights where I have had to distract Dana from the Late Husband Who Forgets to Call.
I used to go through all that a lot when matt worked for the VC firm. He finally figured out that a phone call saved us both from a lot of trouble. yess , even at 2am.
cupcakes would be best
Sin City's mayor
I get to meet him this week. He's speaking at our conference. I may need to offer him a scotch at one of the receptions.
Hee.
Judge Orders Law Firm Back to School
A federal judge in Fresno, Calif., has ordered the entire 80-lawyer firm of Lozano Smith back to school for a refresher course in ethics as a sanction for repeated misrepresentation of facts and the law in a dispute over aid for a learning-disabled student.
Poor JZ! You should have a cupcake.
Not sure if my brain is fully working, because I have a grammar question: enjoying and understanding
begins or begin?
Also I share all Kat's thought w/r/t Alias. So good. So wrong.
Thank you, bon bon. I feel like I'm on the right side of the law when I have your approval.
I just ate my cupcake for the day. All seems right with the world.
I don't generally ask for vibes, but I'm headed to the nurse practitioner for a minor, not at all life threatening, procedure. I have all my wishes that it will turn out well and if you want to send good vibes, 11:00 AM is the time.
