Yeah, Jilli!

Booo-hisssss to waiting!

yay, Jilli! Well, at least she was kind enough to tell you you'd have to wait, instead of leaving you twisting in the wind for a few weeks. Still, boo waiting!

Yay, Jilli! For finishing it and sending it and hearing that she received it already!

Three weeks will fly. (You can look for more pink trim while you wait!)

Also, yay for seeing posts in here! This poor thread has been lonely.

True, AmyLiz.

Here's a drabble topic. Just for fun:

Cheap red wine

Ooh, that's a good one, Erin. Lemme go think. Maybe I should pour a glass for inspiration...

By all means!

Okay, I had ice cream instead. And a pain killer, for my back. This could be totally purple and cliched, and I wouldn't know since sugar rush + opiates = dumb happy Amy.

"Cheap Red Wine"

He's easy and sweet, always available when she needs something to fill her up. Some days the hollowness is a jarring echo, like a penny inside an empty can, and she needs something to drown out the noise of her loneliness.

One phone call is all it takes. He's always home, probably bent over his books or his computer, not that she cares. He gets the job done, that's the point. A little conversation, a drink, and then the dizzy rush of his mouth and his hands on her skin. She could drink him all night, like cheap red wine.

Thanks for helping me procrastinate on my schoolwork, Erin.

"Cheap Red Wine"

“We can bring wine for ourselves this weekend.”

“No, we’re at the liquor store now. Just tell us what you like.”

“Are you sure? We really don’t mind.”

Realizing it’s useless, I give her the names of two reasonably priced, widely available brands of wine.

The next night, at dinner, we are served red wine from an oversized bottle.

“Sorry, they didn’t have the wines that you mentioned. I hope this is ok.”

We say, “Oh, it’s fine.”

We think to ourselves, next time we’ll bring our own wine, because my family can’t seem to resist buying cheap, red wine.

Heh, what timing. I was reminded of this just the other day. It's a funny memory, sorta, in hindsight. It's how I learned I can't handle alcohol.

More than a sip but less than a gulp, it lights a small fire in my belly, and I feel the warmth spread outward until it reaches my spine--where it pauses, gathers itself back together, and climbs steadily upward. In less than a minute it has licked its way past my neck and crept into my skull, where it crouches on top of my brain and starts to pound, pound, pound, until I can't see straight, can't think straight, can't do anything but pray for the pain to end, and promise myself I'll never, never, never do this again....

drabble

I've had the good stuff, and I can see what the fuss is about. Complex flavors that take the taste of food up to a whole new level.

But what I want is the cheap red stuff I learned to love in college. A couple of bucks a bottle, companion of dorm pizza and heartbreaks.

Twent years later, I buy another bottle of Riunite Lambrusco, exemplar of my youth. I expect it to be vinegary, bitter--the kind of rotgut people are referring to when they sneer about cheap wine.

At the first sip I'm young again, learning about love and lust and the fear of a blank future. I lean back and savor the uncomplex sweetness.