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Spike's Bitches 22: You've got Angel breath  

[NAFDA] Spike-centric discussion. Lusty, lewd (only occasionally crude), risque (and frisque), bawdy (Oh, lawdy!), flirty ('cuz we're purty), raunchy talk inside. Caveat lector.


brenda m - Mar 07, 2005 6:03:43 am PST #4867 of 10001
If you're going through hell/keep on going/don't slow down/keep your fear from showing/you might be gone/'fore the devil even knows you're there

I'm not sure why -- it could be because of the different way it works in kids with ADD and kids who don't have it, or it could just be that, if a kid is prescribed it, there's usually a parent keeping track of it.

There's a similar effect with some of the heavy-duty painkillers, I seem to recall from when my mother was doing pain management studies. People in serious pain can take mega doses of things like morphine and not become addicted in the same way that recreational users would. Not all meds, of course, or in all cases, but it's part of the pain management controverises where doctors are sometimes reluctant to give patients adequate meds for their pain out of fear of additction that isn't quite accurate.


erikaj - Mar 07, 2005 6:16:54 am PST #4868 of 10001
Always Anti-fascist!

Timelies! The concert was very cool...might post some thoughts in lj, if I get a chance, but see new tag. People can do amazing things from chairs sometimes, but I bet it helps to be a legend already, somehow.


Topic!Cindy - Mar 07, 2005 6:20:04 am PST #4869 of 10001
What is even happening?

brenda, my uncle had a particular kind of arthritis called ankylosing (I think) spondylitis. He was afraid of becoming addicted to pain killers, and would usually not take the pain meds his rheumatologist prescribed for him. I remember my aunt said that his doctor told him that because his pain was so severe, it was less of a risk for him, and that it was better to stay on top of his pain.

How is your dad doing, by the way?


Steph L. - Mar 07, 2005 6:22:22 am PST #4870 of 10001
this mess was yours / now your mess is mine

People in serious pain can take mega doses of things like morphine and not become addicted in the same way that recreational users would.

Heh. Unless you're me. But then, I have a lot of addiction-prone family members, so whether it's a physical tendency or a psychological tendency, I think I was pretty much predisposed to inadvertent junkie-dom.

it's part of the pain management controverises where doctors are sometimes reluctant to give patients adequate meds for their pain out of fear of additction that isn't quite accurate.

Man, my feeling, after having been through pain that no drug could eliminate, is to treat the fucking pain as well as you can, *without* putting the patient in a stupor, and if there's a problem with addiction, deal with that after the pain has been addressed/resolved.

Just one junkie's opinion. I would have rather been like Charlie hitting the smackfarthing than have to experience pain like that.


Polter-Cow - Mar 07, 2005 6:30:06 am PST #4871 of 10001
What else besides ramen can you scoop? YOU CAN SCOOP THIS WORLD FROM DARKNESS!

Erika has a new tag, and I need to shave.


vw bug - Mar 07, 2005 6:35:14 am PST #4872 of 10001
Mostly lurking...

I just met with my favorite prof. I'm now feeling like shit. When you get in a good relationship with a prof, not only do they tell you when you do well, but also when your work is crap and they know you can do better. Damn.

Someone convince me to stick out the day and not go home and cry. 'Cause that's what I feel like doing.


Scrappy - Mar 07, 2005 6:36:14 am PST #4873 of 10001
Life moves pretty fast. You don't stop and look around once in a while, you could miss it.

What did he say EXACTLY, vw? Because I'm guessing you heard something harsher than what was said (at least if you are anything like me you did). My BF always makes me repeat the horrible things I am brooding about and damn if they aren't nearly as terrible as I think they are. "You are still having trouble with accuracy on these invoices and you need to work on that." is not equal to You suck, I'm sorry I gave you this job and I am going to fire you," although that's what I hear.


§ ita § - Mar 07, 2005 6:37:18 am PST #4874 of 10001
Well not canonically, no, but this is transformative fiction.

I was told by an ADD cousin that it wasn't an age thing that affected the results of the medication -- it was the diagnosis. If you didn't have ADD, it was an upper. If you did, it calmed you down. Someone recently explained that to me in more detail, but I forget them.

Same cousin also explained that coke had a similar effect on her to Ritalin, so she's either expert or not to be trusted.


vw bug - Mar 07, 2005 6:38:26 am PST #4875 of 10001
Mostly lurking...

He said that the work I did for my incomplete was "cold"...that I had "lost my edge" in the month between classes ending and finishing my work. The thing is, I still got an A in the class, despite the B I got on the exam and the B+ I got on the paper. But, he told me that that was because he knew what kind of work I could do (I should have gotten an A-). So, now on top of knowing that I did crap work, I also feel like I got an A that I don't deserve.


Steph L. - Mar 07, 2005 6:42:35 am PST #4876 of 10001
this mess was yours / now your mess is mine

He said that the work I did for my incomplete was "cold"...that I had "lost my edge" in the month between classes ending and finishing my work.

To me, this doesn't translate to "crap work," nor does it mean you didn't earn your grade. I would take it at face value -- he noticed a difference in your work during a time period that put you further away from the class you were writing for. I think that kind of time lapse is bound to make anyone "colder" towards the subject, because because you've lost the immediacy of the class itself.

That DOESN'T equal crap work.