You're wrong about River. River's not on the ship. They didn't want her here, but she couldn't make herself leave. So she melted... Melted away. They didn't know she could do that, but she did.

River ,'Objects In Space'


Spike's Bitches 22: You've got Angel breath  

[NAFDA] Spike-centric discussion. Lusty, lewd (only occasionally crude), risque (and frisque), bawdy (Oh, lawdy!), flirty ('cuz we're purty), raunchy talk inside. Caveat lector.


Aims - Feb 19, 2005 4:33:27 pm PST #2113 of 10001
Shit's all sorts of different now.

Aimee, how goes it?

It goes well. Emeline is thriving - she was 23 inches, 10 lbs 7 oz at her last appointment on 2/7. She is eating A LOT and sleeping through the night pretty consistently. The trick with her is keeping her on the boob for at least a half hour brfore putting her down. She's pretty happy - only really fusses when she's hungry or dirty. She spits up a lot. We do a lot of laundry.

Personally, I am doing ok. The weight is coming off somewhat quickly - 42 lbs since 11/30, but, not as fast as I wanted. I love love love being a mom and my patience has increased a thousand fold. I find myself not giving outside sources as much power to affect me as I had before. I have realized that above any and everything else, I am a mommy and raising this little girl is the most important job I'll ever have and anything else is secondary. Becoming a mom has really brought home the fact that I need to make a change job/careerwise. I need to find something that makes me feel good - or at least better - about being away from Emeline. I don't much see the point in spending 8+ hours a day away from her if I hate and despise what I do. So, I'll give my current job about another 3 months or so and then, I'm really gonna have to see what else I am qualified for that will be a bit more fulfilling.

MM and I are adjusting our relationship to allow for more patience for each other while we learn how to be parents and are trying to relearn how to be a couple. We have been honest and open about everything but sometimes we get frustrated at not having the "us" we were for 8 years and still not being used to the new "us" having Emeline has created.

The next few weeks after I go back to work are going to be......interesting? Readjusting to the work week is going to be hard. Hopefully, there will be no removing of anyone's head with dull or blunt intruments.


Aims - Feb 19, 2005 5:02:14 pm PST #2114 of 10001
Shit's all sorts of different now.

Well, see if I ever pour my heart again.

Stoopid dead thread.

Hmph.


Thomash - Feb 19, 2005 5:05:36 pm PST #2115 of 10001
I have a plan.

Hi Aimee, how's stuff?


Aims - Feb 19, 2005 5:11:57 pm PST #2116 of 10001
Shit's all sorts of different now.

HEY YOU!!!


Thomash - Feb 19, 2005 5:13:41 pm PST #2117 of 10001
I have a plan.

YO!!!

Talk to me, what's up?


Thomash - Feb 19, 2005 5:36:33 pm PST #2118 of 10001
I have a plan.

Oh dear, did I slay the thread?


Deena - Feb 19, 2005 5:40:07 pm PST #2119 of 10001
How are you me? You need to stop that. Only I can be me. ~Kara

MM and I are adjusting our relationship to allow for more patience for each other while we learn how to be parents and are trying to relearn how to be a couple.

Hey Aimee. I think this is one of the hardest things. We keep having to learn it, anyway. It's good to see you posting. I've missed you, despite not being so present myself lately.

eta: Naw, Thomash, you just spit on the corpse.

And it's time for me to go to bed too... (after diaper changing duty). Night!


Emily - Feb 19, 2005 5:43:14 pm PST #2120 of 10001
"In the equation E = mc⬧, c⬧ is a pretty big honking number." - Scola

Yes. The thread is bleeding out.


Glamcookie - Feb 19, 2005 5:44:37 pm PST #2121 of 10001
I know my own heart and understand my fellow man. But I am made unlike anyone I have ever met. I dare to say I am like no one in the whole world. - Anne Lister

t waves to aims and deena! and you too thomash :)

GF and I were supposed to go to Disneyland yesterday and CA Adventure today but it rained and poured and rained again so we didn't go. Instead, we've cleaned our house, gone to the comic store for their 50% off sale (where we scored a Batarang [sp?], a Nightwing maquette, a Green Lantern wall plaque, and several trades), found a good b'fast place near home, and more but I can't think of what. Tuesday is GF's b'day so I'll be cake baking in the next day or so. Her gifts have yet to arrive (fuckers) so we'll see if she actually gets anything on her b'day. Doh! Tomorrow we're going to order our entertainment center, keep cleaning, and WATCH THE L WORD PREMIERE!!!!! Woohoo!

Hope all of y'alls are doing well.


Thomash - Feb 19, 2005 5:48:46 pm PST #2122 of 10001
I have a plan.

Thank Gawd, acknowledgement. I'm so lonely. Well, bored, I need to live vicariously through you for now.

Let the entertainment begin please.