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vw bug - Feb 03, 2005 4:51:33 am PST #8935 of 10002
Mostly lurking...

I had a med break through at my shrink's office yesterday -- I've had a hard time falling asleep and I upped my Seroquel to the max dose I'm allowed trying to get drowsy and nothing. I also mention (like I thought I had in several past appts) that I'm taking my full dose of Lamictal at night. Shrink says "Lamictal can make people stay awake, try taking it in the morning." So last night I skip the Lamictal and I started falling asleep immediately. Took the Lamictal this morning and I'm bright eyed and bushy tailed -- something that hasn't happened in a while.

Oh, good, askye! I hope it helps!


Nora Deirdre - Feb 03, 2005 4:51:46 am PST #8936 of 10002
I’m responsible for my own happiness? I can’t even be responsible for my own breakfast! (Bojack Horseman)

I almost don't want to know what the Bush regime is doing, because it's not like it'll be a)good or b)anything I can do anything whatsoever about, and I just don't have any room for pointless anger left.

Yes, this is me.


Steph L. - Feb 03, 2005 4:55:53 am PST #8937 of 10002
Unusually and exceedingly peculiar and altogether quite impossible to describe

I almost don't want to know what the Bush regime is doing, because it's not like it'll be a)good or b)anything I can do anything whatsoever about, and I just don't have any room for pointless anger left.

Yes, this is me.

Me, too. I just don't have it in me to even listen to the justified anger of other liberals who I know, much less deal with the news. I'm completely exhausted by it.


askye - Feb 03, 2005 5:01:59 am PST #8938 of 10002
Thrive to spite them

I watched Alien vs Predator with friends last night, completely blocking out the state of the union.


-t - Feb 03, 2005 5:02:44 am PST #8939 of 10002
I am a woman of various inclinations and only some of the time are they to burn everything down in frustration

Lilty is me on the SotU, except I watched Tivoed Gilmore Girl reruns with some of my favorite Luke moments.

Congratulations askye, on the house and the meds! good good news, both.

And also vw on feeling good about this semester. That's so good to read.


Lyra Jane - Feb 03, 2005 5:13:45 am PST #8940 of 10002
Up with the sun

I just don't have it in me to even listen to the justified anger of other liberals who I know, much less deal with the news.

Me too. I respect people who can still be angry, but I can't. I'll probably rediscover my rage if we invade Iran or get a new pro-life Supreme Court justice, but now I'm just tired, and sad, and powerless-feeling.


vw bug - Feb 03, 2005 5:14:56 am PST #8941 of 10002
Mostly lurking...

I'm listening to NPR on the SotU. At least it's fairly liberal.


Polter-Cow - Feb 03, 2005 5:24:03 am PST #8942 of 10002
What else besides ramen can you scoop? YOU CAN SCOOP THIS WORLD FROM DARKNESS!

I'm so sorry people are having bad mornings.

Can I get in on the bad morning? Someone stole my laundry basket.

But good morning for vw. That's great that you feel good about things now.


Lilty Cash - Feb 03, 2005 5:29:30 am PST #8943 of 10002
"You see? THAT's what they want. Love, and a bit with a dog."

Someone stole my laundry basket

Bastards!!!


Polter-Cow - Feb 03, 2005 5:32:36 am PST #8944 of 10002
What else besides ramen can you scoop? YOU CAN SCOOP THIS WORLD FROM DARKNESS!

Seriously. Who steals a laundry basket?! I'm hoping it's just been "borrowed," and if I check down there later today it'll be back.