Just don't get yourself into a panic attack.
I just had a little cry. Now I'm listening to my calming music. Beth knows what I'm talking about.
On Groban - it's not like I'm gonna marry him or anything. Geez.
Heh. I know. But I tease. It is my way.
And at the risk of being a self-promoter, there are people who help out with this sort of thing for a living.
Hee hee. Don't think you weren't the first person I thought of to ask for help.
But the end result is going to be much more what you want than listlessly working in labs on projects you aren't that interested in for the rest of your life.
You used the word "listlessly." That's such a great word. {{-t}}
P-C, I hope I didn't sound harsh
Not at all, Nora. Thank you.
So, preventative maintenence. $642. Blah.
Well, you know what Ben Franklin said. $642 of prevention is worth $643 of cure.
Gud--rough spots, especially really rough spots, are horrendous. You just have to hang on and eventually you'll find stability and home again--it just sucks so hard not to know when that will be.
Heh. I know. But I tease. It is my way.
noooo,
reeeaaally
! I
never
could have guessed.
So, preventative maintenence. $642. Blah.
EEK! I'm so scared of my car needing about that amount of work. So, I've been avoiding taking it in. I really should get that oil changed, though, at least.
Speaking of my car, I dreamed last night that I totaled it. Of course, this is one of my big fears right now, so it's not surprising that I would dream it. And also, I totaled it because I was driving while dozing, so I doubt it's a preminition dream.
noooo, reeeaaally ! I never could have guessed.
You must come down here so I can smack you upside the head.
{{Gud}} good luck, much ~ma.
Yay for Nora sleep and vw sleep and Aimee grooming and Jessica haircut and vw haircut and boo on aches, pains and whatnot.
Am full of the gronk today.
You must come down here so I can smack you upside the head.
Hee. Let's see you
try
you mean.
Hee. Let's see you try you mean.
Hey, I took gold in the state championships.
DEENA!!!! I feel like I haven't talked to you in ages. I may need to do something to fix that. Sorry about the gronk. You've been gronk-filled lately, and I'm thinking that if it doesn't stop, I'm gonna have to come kick some gronkness ass.
P-C, what Nora said. Everyone, well not those freaks who seem to have had their whole lives planned from the time they were 5, has had this freak out. Some of us even have it when we get the job. We're all, "Oh my God! I'm doing what I want to do! I'm a grown up! I am soooooo going to screw this up!"
You can do this. One step at a time. Get your materials together, ask for help, and ignore the panicked voices.
