Thanks for the back-link, I really did miss it, among my other thread posting and natural confusion...
I feel like I was drifting too much, in a lot of different ways, and I guess the closest I am going to come to a resolution this year is to pay more attention and focus more, even on the little stuff.
This is the thing. Bearing down on the present moment. I also wish I was able to do more of it.
2005: the year where ita was the nice one.
My son got married to a wonderful girl and now lives in a wonderful place.
Yeah, except now he can't get married to ME. Hmph.
Happy New Year, Buffistas! We had a fun little shindig in our apartment--several friends, lots of good food and drinks, and we played board games and watched
Saved
and looked up at the clock at 12:30 and said, oh, hey, 2005. Now to switch the calendar in the kitchen, and hopefully make a dent in the dishes before I go to bed. Much love to you all!
Ooooh, that reminds me.
t Digs out new Spike calendar.
Ready for anything, now.
2005: the year where ita was the nice one.
oh. then it should be
2005: the Year of Fantasy
What do I want from 2005, other than claiming my rightful crown of nice? Of the things that may be under my control -- I want to be a better teacher of the krav. I enjoy it, but I want to be able to be to
them
the way my teachers (still) are to me. Maybe 2005 is rushing things for that.
I want to stay uninjured, and maybe even healthy. I want to take krav places I haven't before.
I want to be fair to my friends, to earn their friendships all over again, and keep deserving what I get from them. I want to not kill my family.
As for work -- I want to pay attention, stay honest, and not be scared of the things I'm not so good out.
I trimmed my work inbox down to seven messages before I left today. I want to keep a handle, and keep organised.
And I want to be taken by delightful surprise, in every facet of my life.
Delightful -- you hear me?
Oh, you guys aren't going to start talking about boys are you?
I will still be parsing Lysanna's latest while 50 posts go by.
One for the Gus. Forty-nine left to go.
Oh, you guys aren't going to start talking about boys are you?
You mean like Ewan, in a kilt...
I'll be in my bunk.
Ewan in a kilt.... imagine a whole calendar of that.