askye, is there anything that does motivate it, if food doesn't work? Toys, or going for a walk?

I think Tylenol can be okay for some of my muscle stuff , but all of them are something of a last resort because of my stomach...I use the heating pad for a few minutes every day, not because I hurt but because my legs are sort of naturally...clenched from waiting for the message that doesn't come and all that.(Well, okay, sometimes that does hurt, in various ways. But not as much as therapists predicted. Because I'm not constantly trying to push them somewhere they don't want to go as hard as an abled person can...of course that hurt!) I've really never had treat-pets either. Or maybe never found the right treat.

I now know that if a post about TV Tropes scrolls across my Tumblr dashboard, I get angry, add the sordid history, and reblog it. Since I did that last night, there have been a lot of reblogs with tags such as "deep fandom lore" and "he did what?!".

Someone suggested adding it to Fanlore, and I like that idea. Now to find out how one gets something posted to Fanlore.

I now know that if a post about TV Tropes scrolls across my Tumblr dashboard, I get angry, add the sordid history, and reblog it. Since I did that last night, there have been a lot of reblogs with tags such as "deep fandom lore" and "he did what?!".

I saw your post last night, and I managed to just click like instead of reblogging it accompanied by creative swearing and venomous hissing. I feel like that's growth.

He had some kind of problem with his site, recently, but hey, I'm no snitch.(if it was anyone here, really don't say anything. Not that I think it is. ) I can't believe he took my "Forget it, Jake, it's Internet Chinatown," attitude to mean we should be social-networking friends and we can laugh about it later. No. Game may *respect* game; that doesn't imply that I've gotta hang out with it.

Atropa, you should be able to just create a Fanlore account and add it.

::checks in with self::

Yep, still a lot of rage there. Let's just leave that simmering on the back burner, shall we?

the only message that hit the same button as that friend request was when ex-stepfather sent me a "Happy Valentine's Day!" message after he moved out and left us all scrambling.(in different ways, of course, but...) Any time you read anything and think "Are you fucking crazy?" "Yeah,' is probably a decent answer, whether it passes actual clinical muster or not.