Toe pick!
So I am in fantasy land I think about moving home and fixing a house.17k could get the ball rolling on that.
I find grief to be very non-linear - not the stages, the whole experience, logistically, emotionally, socially... It’s very chaotic. So many notebooks! And if we’re going to talk stages, anxiety needs its very own one. And her not being in pain is one of the few blessings that come with this but it’s worth an awful lot.