I have to give a shout-out to anyone who lives with anxiety all the time, because I've never been anxious like this before, and I hate it! How do you all function???
'Out Of Gas'
Natter 76: Life, Liberty, and the Pursuit of Foaminess
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Sometimes I don't!
The upside is that the current situation isn't making me any more anxious than I already was; it's just shifting things around a bit.
I'm definitely moving into not functioning levels of anxiety.
One of my students from last semester, who is anxious in general, was super anxious about avoiding mosquitos for fear of getting eastern equine encephalitis, which was the horrible disease supposedly going around these parts late last summer. I can't imagine what she's thinking about these days.
My normal reaction to anxiety is to hole myself up in my apartment, so this time it's kind of working out for me.
Relatedly, I may have picked the wrong week to stop sniffing glue smoking.
My office may be going WFH ... although I can't - don't have and can't get internet access. So ... I may be social distancing myself at the office. I'm packing to move and have unread books and unwatched movies (last night I watched my DVD of Jet Li in League of Gods ... being lazy, I chose the dubbed option). I'd stocked up on food, since the grocery workers were possibly going out on strike, although I've gone through a lot of what I had. I do have TP ... I think, if worst came to worst, I'd snitch some from the office restrooms (if I DO turn out to be the only one here, I can take it from the MEN's room).
My company VPN cuts my internet speeds in half so I'm spending today figuring out what I can do offline so I don't spend half of the next month waiting for things to load.
One thing I learned from therapy is that I'm really very good at handling Actual Emergencies since I have had so much practice calming myself.