So it's been hot and humid the past couple week until today. When it's like this, I tend to lose my appetite. Which has been true this time too. I've been in a bit of a deeper funk than usual. Step on scale.

Hmm, so some of it might be situational, but maybe part of it is that I've possibly been in a perpetual state of unrecognized hunger?!? Been subsisting pretty much on a pack of belvita biscuits, peach, handful of wheat thins and spinach, tomatoes and cuke salad daily. Maybe an occasional few slices of cheese.A bit shy on protein, no?

Thing is, can't make myself eat when it makes me pukey.

And this friends, is just another example of how I'm sucking at adulting lately.

My nope-go-home instincts were spot on tonight, it seems.

It may be wrong, but delighted that the whole thing went askew so that your bailing was vindicated. Good instincts there, Zen!

Tonight I am chilly in Otter Lake. Tomorrow night will be sweating in Delray Beach. Ah well. Also, watching a football game with my blinders wearing Patriot fan son is annoying. They have never and can never do any wrong. Always someone else's fault, refs usually. @@ forever.

Let your unfiltered id run amuck in the review, shrift! That seems like a really good idea to me right now.

Warning: that is rarely a good idea to someone not pounding the Icelandic cocktails.

PS, where can I get one of these Icelandic cocktails? Sounds delicious.

I have had one glass of wine and that's it. Really shouldn't feel this tipsy. I blame the 100 degree weather. And maybe the lack of sleep.

I worked out. by myself. at my house. strength no weight circuit and then cardio. baby baby workout because I am out of shape like woah. 3 songs of dancing and I was out. my knees hurt from half push ups. and mountain climbers? what the holy fuck are those things about? jesusita.

Oh, right, football starts tonight. I'm in denial because I have a conflict with my team's opener. That is how much I need to meet Sox; this is a non-trivial sacrifice, my friends. IJS.

Way to go msbelle!

PS, where can I get one of these Icelandic cocktails? Sounds delicious.

I brought the bottles home from the Reykjavik airport, so, um, idk? But yes, delicious.

Contrasting with the super local (grown in the valley between here and Napa) white wine which is also pretty good. I'm pretty sure alcohol is objectively a bad idea in this heat, but it seems to be helping...

It may be wrong, but delighted that the whole thing went askew so that your bailing was vindicated. Good instincts there, Zen!

Well, you know, I don't want things to go badly for other peoples' fun, but if it's gonna, I appreciate getting a subspace wave from my instincts!

Oh, right, football starts tonight. I'm in denial because I have a conflict with my team's opener. That is how much I need to meet Sox; this is a non-trivial sacrifice, my friends. IJS.

Psssst we can have the game on in the living room if you don't want to TiVo it! We will mostly be outside on the deck I think, but just in case. :)

because I am out of shape like woah

Out-of-shape high five. Gently, lest we pull something.

I deep-cleaned the upstairs bathroom yesterday and I feel like I went to the gym.

That's very sweet, Nanita! I know I can't be social and watch the game, though. Between the DVR and GamePass I should be okay - I'll just lie to myself about the liveness, I've done it before. It works.

I appreciate getting a subspace wave from my instincts!

Love this description!

Did I mention that I have ice cubes in my wine? Because I am classy like that. And it's super hot.