100% anti-embarrassment. Mine or anyone else's. Can barely stand to watch it on television.
Oh, I"m very in the "watch from the hall" contingent.
So, it's Pride weekend! And I am slightly hungover. Ugh. Things that did not help: hella early sunrise, neighbor mowing (??) at 7AM. Hoping my advil will kick in soon. BUT, it was a very random and interesting evening: went to the trans march, but afterward it started pouring down rain. Luckily ran into a friend at that point and got some food for a while, until it wasn't so rainy. Then went home (yay living nearby) and grabbed a coat, and hit up my usual friday night dance. A friend said he'd meet me there, and we planned to hit the lesbian bar after that. But apparently either I got there just early enough, or the doorman knows me well enough that I got in free, but when my friend showed up he had to pay $10! So we chilled there, but then he didn't want to go pay for the other bar also. But I had bought a weekend pass, so I went there anyway, by myself. When I got there it was pretty darn empty. I saw one person I only vaguely know (we met many years ago, but mostly see occasional FB posts?). And then she got up and went away, but since I saw no one else I knew, I plopped down at the table she'd been at and introduced myself to her friend. Sat there chilling with them for a while, which was entertaining, and then some girl grabs my shoulders and is like "She's NOT ignoring you, she just has to use the bathroom, she'll be back!" and I"m all "Whaaaa??" Then the girl was like "OH! You are not Betsy" so we chat for a minute--the "not ignoring me" girl was Betsy's ex. And was super cute. Sadly seemed very uninterested. But I ended up hanging out with her friends for a bit, and they said they'd point out Betsy at some point. And a few minutes later, someone else wanders by and said "aren't you coming to the basketball thing?" (there was a hoop and some kind of challenge?) and I was like "...no? Also I don't know you?" and lo and behold...someone ELSE who had just met Betsy and then thought I was her! So now I had to go have her pointed out to me and introduce myself. We DO have very similar hair (curly/brown/chin length), but I didn't think our faces looked much alike? But now i want to meet her again when I'm sober?? Then there was some booty-shaking with the new friends, and eventually stumbling home...