I haven't even turned over my calendars to July yet. Stupid day of busyness.

Maria - it seems they know you are valuable if they have a back-up plan. At least that is my rose-colored glasses read on it. Plus, they would be idiots to push you out.

Work is trying its hardest to drive me crazy. One of the programs I need to use keeps kicking me out. I've done all my tricks and it keeps doing it. I've checked with others who use the program and so far no one else is having the issue. Yes, I've rebooted. I wish I could just put this off, but it needs to be done today.

Garage says battery was just out of juice, like I had left something on. I can't imagine what, unless a door was ajar and the dome light was on? Whatever, they aren't charging me and my coworker is giving me a ride to pick up my car, so yay!

Oh, weird. We can wear "business appropriate shorts" to the office tomorrow. I don't think I have any of those...

Finally flipped my calendar and now i see that it's Canada Day. Happy Day, Canadians!

it seems they know you are valuable if they have a back-up plan. At least that is my rose-colored glasses read on it. Plus, they would be idiots to push you out.

It still doesn't make me feel any less of a failure. No matter what the reason for lack of production.

I understand that, but from out here it is obviously not your fault.

Ah, Maria. They want you to do the nearly impossible -- unless you start building a couple of cars a night, just for grins -- and then if you don't meet goal, it's YOUR fault. Even though you don't have control of the the whole process. @@ Passing the beck, and you ARE competent and good at what you set your mind to.

I don't blame the fetal-position urge.

I've been getting a steady stream of negative feedback on everything I've edited for the past 2 weeks, and I genuinely can't tell if I've suddenly lost the ability to edit or if my boss has suddenly gotten a lot pickier. I think it's probably both, because I definitely missed some things, but then she also keeps giving me feedback like "cut back on the jargon!" and as an example says I should have changed "times of testing" to "testing times."

And, I have to say, I am ALWAYS going to miss things like that, because they read as completely normal to me. I think of jargon as language like you hear in an episode of ER: "The patient required a blood draw for STAT labs." But, really, "times of testing" is jargon?

I know that my boss gets feedback from the managers above her, so if THEY have started getting pickier, it makes sense. But I still feel like this is something I'm going to fail at, because my brain doesn't parse these tiny distinctions very well.

I had been getting more or less consistently good feedback for a while now -- not on every article, but I'd say in the range of 65%-75% of the articles I edited. And I feel like all of a sudden I don't know how to do this any more, even though I *thought* I did.

I'm just really frustrated and disheartened.

"times of testing" is jargon

Sounds like she's using "jargon" to equal "passive voice" or something. Maybe someone read one of those style manuals that shrieks about simplicity, always simplicity.