The old-man wig was atrocious. Really, really bad. I wonder if that part of the episode was a last-minute decision somehow? But whatever. A wig is a wig.

Haters elsewhere are, I guess, enraged that Castiel didn't appear in the finale. This is me rolling my eyes forever. Otherwise ... I'm not sure? Like I said, for me it was perfect (and I'm so SO glad you enjoyed it, Bev!).

Despite the fact that I didn't notice they were wearing the same outfits they wore in the pilot (which, bless their hearts, all of them), this episode went all the way back to the original season -- Sam and Dean, hunting things, saving people, just the two of them, no big bad to speak of, no outside powers providing last-minute saves or complications. Just them, and the consequences of living the kind of life they do.

And for a goodbye? It was even perfect to me that they died. The truth is, they both should have been dead years ago (and would have been without those special favors and outside powers). That Dean died of something as mundane as being driven into rebar was completely fitting for me -- it wasn't some Big Bad, it wasn't a revenge death via Lucifer or the angels or anyone else. It was just ... collateral damage from a fight in an old barn.

Asking Sam to stay with him was also perfect (again, for me). Of course he didn't want Sam to walk away and leave him there alone! And of course Sam stayed. (That scene, man. Ugly crying doesn't even begin to describe it. They were so, SO good, and I loved that it was clearly harder for Jared to get through than Jensen -- when he loses it, he loses it completely.)

Sam's life from there on did seem afterthoughty to me, but there's only so much you can do in one one-hour episode. And in terms of seeing more beloveds in heaven, there's always the question of where do you stop? Even if COVID hadn't been a factor, you're never going to please everyone with who does and doesn't show up, and it's not practical to have every secondary character who ever meant something there. I was more than fine with Bobby being the representative of those characters, because ... BOBBY.

And I actually liked that it was OVER. This was the end of the road for the show, and while leaving a wide-open ending worked for me on Angel, finally giving Sam and Dean that peace (sob) was such an important thing to see.

What's more, for me, is that ever since Thursday night, I've been dipping my toes into old episodes, some I haven't watched in years, and really loving it. And reading old fic, and actually thinking about writing fic again (but most likely just thinking about it). I wish everyone could be as happy as I am with how it ended.

In the meantime, like JenP said (HI JENP!!), I love everyone in this thread. ♥

There is definitely a sense of--both completion, and relief, as at the end of a long span of work, or the end of a beloved's illness, or the end of a prison sentence. Fulfilling the requirement and the commitment, and being finally free. That may be an odd thing to say about a show I have loved deeply and to distraction, but an ending, closure, a clear--if teary--eyed goodbye is better than being cut down by bad ratings or a pissy network exec who wants more T&A onscreen. Or 17 year old males instead of 37 and 40 year olds.

Rambling, sorry. The reality of ending won't finally hit until fall premiere season and there won't be a new SPN season. That will be the final nail, for me. But even with that, there are constant TNT reruns, Netflix rewatches, and glorious fic of fifteen years of fabulous writers, incredible art by amazing artists, and also incredible graphic art by photo manip magicians. And vids! This fandom taught me about vids, for which I'll be eternally grateful! The fandom arts are endless. And the charities spun by this fandom will go on, and keep the show's name forefront in people's minds for a long time. People with stories of time on the set, or random encounters with cast, or other meetings with people who made the show over all those years will continue to come forward. We haven't seen the "end" of Supernatural. All those reaction gifs? Those will still be relevant ten years from now...they will have passed into cliche, if they haven't already.

We saw Whoserface on Lucifer recently and I pulled up Jus im Bello and had DH watch it with me to meet "Nancy" as I first met her. He'd seen it, years ago, but his brain doesn't have retention for fandom and film stuff. So the Netflix archive is handy. And failing that, I have DVDs. Including the first Paley panel. It still ticks me off the second never made it onto a Season set of dvds--but at least we have the "Jensen doesn't think he's funny" segment on YouTube.

Tl;dr--I'm sad, in a way. But as the Major General said when the constables kept singing rather than going after the pirates, "Mabel, they *don't* go!" The Winchesters and friends are still around--wherever I look for them, they're there. It isn't goodbye, not really. Though I am glad their journey's done, and they ended up together and on their own terms.

Aw, I love that, Bev, and you.

Thanks, Amy. You too (smooch)! And everybody in this bar!

I didn't notice they were wearing the same outfits they wore in the pilot

Oh my goodness, thank you for mentioning! I did not notice either and I love that they did that

The he wig and old man makeup were atrocious but as soon as I saw them I just decided not to care about that and suspended ye old disbelief. It’s actually kind of endearing. This show has always had an underdog quality for me, and that kind of thing just strengthens that. Which is silly, I guess, but there it is. I was never fannish, as such, but I watched every episode from the pilot forward and the finale left me with a warm glow for Show as a whole.

A coworker just sent me an email that was just an SPN gif

I am not sure how to react

I mean, I know what he meant to communicate in the context of our conversation, but shall I squee a bit next time I see him or was this a random gif that just happens to feature Castiel?

I say yay! Maybe it's me but I don't think Castiel is a universal gif personality.

Anyone have Dean-centric songs? I have all the usual suspects (Zeppelin, etc). Or Sam songs!

Old Sam died wearing the watch Dean had on when he died. Just a Sam thing Jared thought of. He wasn't expecting viewers to pick up on it, necessarily.

Aw. I love those little things.

Oh, my heart. [link]

"Still beautiful. Still Dean Winchester." Aw, Bob Berens. You were Destiel all the way.