Thanks--I slept better tonight--my recursive dreams didn't come until after my 2:30 wakeup (which I spent communicating my thoughts on painkillers in fic to an author I don't know--I just don't see hockey player!Dean getting as loopy on Vicodin as it takes 6 mg of dilaudid to get me--and I think she might actually change it!).
See, last night, crystal meth was both an illegal drug and a substance that merged explosively with water. There was some intricate loop that involved the tides, a criminal gang, someone extorting the criminal gang, a little girl that wasn't allowed to sweat in case she made the drugs explode, explosions that froze at their peak point for two hours and Monroe Michigan.
None of this was helped by the (real) audible screams from somewhere across the street and the sound of helicopters.
I just love how simple and elegant dreams are in your head until you try and put words to them. There's a music, almost, to how they fall apart.
Jesse, you are a good person. A better person than I, at least.