It sounds like a lot of stress from multiple sources, Juliebird. Anger's not a surprising reaction. But if the stressors can't be changed, getting some medical support could help. I needed antidepressants when caring for my dying dad, and they were tremendously helpful.
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I also enter the house through the kitchen, so knives are pretty close, but would also back back out again if I thought there were trouble.
I would have to defend myself with books. And possibly the Spray-n-Wash, which is by the door for doing laundry.
Two words: snow shovel.
Hah! Keep a can of hairspray on the foyer table, and a lighter. Instant flamethrower.
My apartment is the farthest from the front door of our building, so if someone's in there it means either everyone else in the building has already been robbed and I don't stand a chance, or they have keys and are probably my sister, babysitter, or husband.
Noises from inside my house are most likely cats. Possibly cats that are not my cats and therefore technically intruders, but I'm not gonna grab a weapon to deal with them.
That said, the water-turn-off-thing is right by the door, but more so I know where it is than to be a handy weapon. My plan if I came home and thought something was terribly is to stay outside and call 911, maybe knock on a neighbor's door.
I now have a 3' length of steel pipe. It's very 'in the basement with the butler.'
While on hold with verizon, internet came back. Of course. But I have the logs indicating is it going up and down and up and down at will. But I think I'm done with them. I need a better connection speed and would like to get off my ancient phone lines.
My apartment is the farthest from the front door of our building, so if someone's in there it means either everyone else in the building has already been robbed
Or they want to start in the lowest traffic area. Near the front door is not good planning.
It's a consideration.
Noises from inside my house are most likely cats. Possibly cats that are not my cats
I suspect that some of the noises are chipmunks who have discovered the dry food. Although this morning there was a noise that could totally have been someone sliding in through the dining room window. I was too tired and went back to sleep.
No weapons nearby, at least potentials that I'm not talking about. Maybe I should move the butcher's block around the other way...