one thing to ask your doctor is about her or his understanding of the difference between the clinical range and optimal levels.
This is how I phrase it - I tell her that I recognize that the numbers are normal, but I don't believe they are optimal. I have a target of the top half of the range for T4 and the top quarter for T3. I'm slightly below half for T4 and slightly above half for T3 right now.
My doctor today was all, "You're really the only person I have on Cytomel..." I draw two or three months after a new prescription, and then if things look good, six months after that, but three if I'm feeling extra symptomatic. I might stick with three for now just to be sure I'm being responsive. I've actually felt like I needed a dosage increase for about a year now - it's just a conversation I hate having, so I always end up waiting until I'm heavily symptomatic.
I have such sympathy for your all--my brother is going through the newly-diagnosed-thyroid med rollercoaster and he just feels horrid all the time. It's a bitch of a condition to effectively manage.
There's a dreadful... not exactly irony... that the time when you have the least energy and resilience is when you most need to rally to fight.
Yeah, that seems really unfair. And is true for so many afflictions.
So, I have a baby shower tomorrow (I think, possibly not, but if the one tomorrow doesn't happen there's another for the same person on Friday) so I picked up gifts and a gift bag and tissue paper on the way home. The tissue paper has directions for putting it in a gift bag all festive like. Delightful!
It's not that easy to do well! I love that.
Following the instructions worked much better than my usual winging it. [side note - you hear that vague bosses? Clear instructions help!]
I also got sparkly pink batman underwear for myself. A secret weapon for when I need extra cheer.
I stick the tissue paper in the bag randomly until the present isn't showing and call it wrapped.
There's a dreadful... not exactly irony... that the time when you have the least energy and resilience is when you most need to rally to fight.
t Cue hysterical laughter.
I'm terrible at looking for jobs because when I'm looking is usually when I feel bad about my job! After I got fired, I had two years of grad school and still needed some work therapy before I could effectively apply for a new one.
That's what I need! Work therapy! My job has me feeling like I'm not good at anything and nobody would ever hire me so why bother looking for another job?! Stupid Bad Boyfriend Job!
I had jury duty today and actually got put on a jury. Oof. Have to go back tomorrow but it shouldn't go another day. I hope.
I hope your jury duty is quick and easy, lisah. Enjoy not being at work?
Enjoy not being at work?
Yeah, it's hard because I just came home and stressed about how impossible it was to catch up on what happened today and make sure everything is in order for when I'm out tomorrow. Plus there was a message from my old boss, who is in a new position with the same company, that was dismissive in a way that made me feel like she didn't really respect me or my expertise at all. ugh.
I did get to spend some time today reading this month's book club selections. The theme this year is Gothic Horror and this month we're reading a Swamp Thing collection and the first Hellblazer collection. Dark!
