Oh my god. I just can't believe it. And like Amy, I can't stop thinking about her being all alone at the end. This is just awful in every single way.
'Conviction (1)'
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FUCK.
Betsy just emailed me back. She knows. Waiting for a DM back from Cindy, or if anyone has heard from her.
Wh.....
Oh my God. Not our fierce, beautiful ita. In shock. I'm so so sorry for the devastating loss, my Buffistas.
Emily?
Hey, guys. Thank you for thinking of me. Deb came and got me.
Sitting here in bed crying. I've thought of ita lots over the years, and we were still very rarely in mail touch, but it always boiled down to "still here". Now she's not, damn it.
I would say "God rest her soul", but I don't think of "rest" and "ita" together. May she find joy, then.
I've also let people on LJ/Twitter/Tumblr know to check in.
Oh, crap, I just remembered I have a therapist appointment today. Well, that's gonna come in handy.
I just saw the news on DW. God, this is terrible.
I haven't been around much for a while; I think in my head y'all were always going to be here. I really wish I'd been right about that. I hope her family, and everyone here, is coping as best they can.
My heart is overwhelmed for her family, all of it in all its forms. But her parents and sister, I ache. The helper part of me wants to assist them in anyway we can to ease any tiny small amount of this, even if just by acknowledgement, witness, recognition of the pain and her impact and the hole that exists.
I am SO GLAD she was able to go home for Xmas.
And when we know more about arrangements, we have to do something magnificent to honor her.