Oh, crap, ita, I am so sorry! Fuck. I wish I could help.
Wesley: I stabbed you. I should apologize for that. But I'm honestly not sure how. I think it'll just be awkward. Gunn: Good call. Wesley: Okay.
'Time Bomb'
Natter 72: We Were Unprepared for This
Off-topic discussion. Wanna talk about corsets, duct tape, or physics? This is the place. Detailed discussion of any current-season TV must be whitefonted.
-t - Aug 09, 2013 4:46:58 pm PDT #2017 of 30000
I am a woman of various inclinations and only some of the time are they to burn everything down in frustration
§ ita § - Aug 09, 2013 4:59:34 pm PDT #2018 of 30000
Well not canonically, no, but this is transformative fiction.
I am in enough pain now that I expect to be relatively laid out for the weekend. Not working Monday isn't an option, hospital isn't an option, there really aren't options.
But I can barely even hold a conversation like an adult.
sarameg - Aug 09, 2013 5:00:39 pm PDT #2019 of 30000
Oh, ita.
Jesse - Aug 09, 2013 5:01:30 pm PDT #2020 of 30000
Sometimes I trip on how happy we could be.
Oh no, ita. Good luck.
Kat - Aug 09, 2013 5:04:39 pm PDT #2021 of 30000
"I keep to a strict diet of ill-advised enthusiasm and heartfelt regret." Leigh Bardugo
Oh ita, I'm so sorry. I
§ ita § - Aug 09, 2013 5:45:37 pm PDT #2022 of 30000
Well not canonically, no, but this is transformative fiction.
At least I'm done panicking for today. Nothing is resolved, per se, but at least I know nothing can be.
Pharmacy tells me the paging isn't working, can I do something? I call the hospital, my doctor is off service and unavailable so the on call neurologist calls me back.
Apparently she had called the pharmacy, but they put her on hold and then hung up on her. Which--totally plausible--they had me on hold for 15 minutes before they hung up on me today--if they'd spoken to me right away, maybe THEY COULD HAVE CAUGHT A DOCTOR DURING BUSINESS HOURS.
Anyway, the on call neuro can't write prescriptions, so this whole thing will have to be re-attempted tomorrow. Which means I can ignore the clusterfuck until about 10:30. Because it's really realistic that I won't spend 14 hours cycling worst case scenarios over and over.
The sheer simple irony that all this leaves me so much less able to cope as it gives me more and more ludicrous shit to cope with will never be lost on me.
sarameg - Aug 09, 2013 5:51:45 pm PDT #2023 of 30000
They are all fucktards.
Also, my dad is now on YouTube, talking perseids: [link]
He was overdue for a haircut!
WindSparrow - Aug 09, 2013 5:58:52 pm PDT #2024 of 30000
Love is stronger than death and harder than sorrow. Those who practice it are fierce like the light of stars traveling eons to pierce the night.
Oh, ita_! That sucks heartily.
-t - Aug 09, 2013 6:00:09 pm PDT #2025 of 30000
I am a woman of various inclinations and only some of the time are they to burn everything down in frustration
Fucking hell, ita. I wish I could channel this impotent rage into something that would do you some kind of good. That's just a world of wrong.
Cass - Aug 09, 2013 7:10:35 pm PDT #2026 of 30000
Bob's learned to live with tragedy, but he knows that this tragedy is one that won't ever leave him or get better.
The sheer simple irony that all this leaves me so much less able to cope as it gives me more and more ludicrous shit to cope with will never be lost on me.
It's a really cruel irony.
Your Dad is awesome, sara. I'm going to a viewing party tomorrow for the Perseids but am pretty sure that I am just watching them on my own the next night. One bonus of where I live now? Excellent skies for such. I saw a couple in the last few nights. But I'd forgotten that they were probably Perseids and just thought they were random. So I learned something!