Occasionally I'm callous and strange.

Willow ,'The Killer In Me'


Spike's Bitches 48: I Say, We Go Out There, and Kick a Little Demon Ass.  

[NAFDA] Spike-centric discussion. Lusty, lewd (only occasionally crude), risqué (and frisqué), bawdy (Oh, lawdy!), flirty ('cuz we're purty), raunchy talk inside. Caveat lector.


Zenkitty - Dec 06, 2013 8:14:09 am PST #6923 of 30002
Every now and then, I think I might actually be a little odd.

Oh, dear, too much bad stuff today. Laura and Connie, much ~ma for both of you and for Connie's Hubby. Echoing what everyone else has said. Laura, it's good to hear that Bobby stepped up when you needed him!


DCJensen - Dec 06, 2013 8:24:06 am PST #6924 of 30002
All is well that ends in pizza.

2013, Leave the Buffistas the f**k alone.


erikaj - Dec 06, 2013 8:25:24 am PST #6925 of 30002
Always Anti-fascist!

Connie, that's rough.


Calli - Dec 06, 2013 8:27:07 am PST #6926 of 30002
I must obey the inscrutable exhortations of my soul—Calvin and Hobbs

Goodness, Laura. I'm glad you're ok now. And I hope someone can help shift some of the stress off you, since your body seems to be making it pretty clear it's too much.


Sean K - Dec 06, 2013 8:42:46 am PST #6927 of 30002
You can't leave me to my own devices; my devices are Nap and Eat. -Zenkitty

Laura! Oh how scary!


Sean K - Dec 06, 2013 10:54:38 am PST #6928 of 30002
You can't leave me to my own devices; my devices are Nap and Eat. -Zenkitty

I just broke down sobbing uncontrollably in front of my fucking lanlord trying to explain to him that I don't have ANY money for rent, and that my roommate owes me $1,500.

He was supposed to solve a fucking problem, not cause more.

I feel like such a complete fucking loser and failure at life right now. This is destroying a fuck ton of work I've done with my fucking therapist over the last four years.

I don't know how I'm supposed to apply for a fucking minimum wage service job when I can't even fucking look at myself in the fucking mirror.


omnis_audis - Dec 06, 2013 11:25:44 am PST #6929 of 30002
omnis, pursue. That's an order from a shy woman who can use M-16. - Shir

What did the landlord say? Hopefully s/he was understanding.

{{{ Hugs }}}


Hil R. - Dec 06, 2013 12:02:34 pm PST #6930 of 30002
Sometimes I think I might just move up to Vermont, open a bookstore or a vegan restaurant. Adam Schlesinger, z''l

{{{Sean}}}


Sean K - Dec 06, 2013 12:08:22 pm PST #6931 of 30002
You can't leave me to my own devices; my devices are Nap and Eat. -Zenkitty

He was somewhat understanding. You know, I guess as understanding as one can be when you owe them $1,250, plus $10/day late fee.

It was hard to tell, I was maybe a little emotional at the time. Possibly still am.


P.M. Marc - Dec 06, 2013 1:44:43 pm PST #6932 of 30002
So come, my friends, be not afraid/We are so lightly here/It is in love that we are made; In love we disappear

Damn, guys, what a crapper of a week. Much strength for all of you.

Laura, one of the drugs I take because my brain is broken is an AED, and other than keeping me from becoming miserably depressed and apathetic, I haven't noticed much in the way of side effects. So if you do wind up having to take them, know that they're not a horrific thing.

The ketogenic diet is pretty intense, and decidedly not pescetarian. It might be an additional stress -- and an unnecessary one if this was a one-off seizure (which, I understand, do happen). Blah blah I'll stop now

Also, what Trudy said here. There's a huge difference between Atkins and the ketogenic diet, and the ketogenic diet is really, as I recall, only recommended for epilepsy that cannot be otherwise controlled. It's a last-ditch measure.