This money, it is too much. You should have some small refund.

Niska ,'War Stories'


Spike's Bitches 48: I Say, We Go Out There, and Kick a Little Demon Ass.  

[NAFDA] Spike-centric discussion. Lusty, lewd (only occasionally crude), risqué (and frisqué), bawdy (Oh, lawdy!), flirty ('cuz we're purty), raunchy talk inside. Caveat lector.


WindSparrow - May 21, 2013 6:28:34 pm PDT #371 of 30002
Love is stronger than death and harder than sorrow. Those who practice it are fierce like the light of stars traveling eons to pierce the night.

That is sweet, Askye! I hope things go ok with the transition between therapists and your search for the right meds.


Scrappy - May 21, 2013 6:32:00 pm PDT #372 of 30002
Life moves pretty fast. You don't stop and look around once in a while, you could miss it.

Clearly he sees his dad as a John Bunyan type of figure.


Ginger - May 21, 2013 6:32:05 pm PDT #373 of 30002
"It didn't taste good. It tasted soooo horrible. It tasted like....a vodka martini." - Matilda

I'm so sorry, Anne.

Probably only Allie Brosh could make "your fish are dead" a comfort.


smonster - May 21, 2013 6:53:54 pm PDT #374 of 30002
We won’t stop until everyone is gay.

That is adorable, askye.

bonny, I think I'll call my vet tomorrow and ask how much a fecal test is. I can just bring in a sample, they're a nonprofit so rates are pretty low. Xusha has ear mites and/or a yeast infection in her ears, and Frankie is overdue for shots.


askye - May 21, 2013 6:58:39 pm PDT #375 of 30002
Thrive to spite them

Thanks Windy.

I feel like I'm in this weird middle ground where I'm better than I was (not depressed and anxiety is manageable) but not sure of what to do next. And how to track my progress. I haven't worked since I left the temp job due to anxiety and that was...August I think? And looking at job listings no longer makes me hyperventilate and start crying, I just feel a low level of dread. So that's good?

And I know I'm really privileged to have the support I have so I end up feeling guilty about that times.

And my confidence in my ability to work has totally been shot, I keep thinking I'll wait until the medication makes me more stable, but what if that takes a while and I'm not sure what to do? And I've talked to with my family and Will and my therapist and they are all okay with how things are progressing but...

I hate my brain sometimes.


Burrell - May 21, 2013 6:59:12 pm PDT #376 of 30002
Why did Darth Vader cross the road? To get to the Dark Side!

Clearly he sees his dad as a John Bunyan type of figure.

Yes, as is right and proper.


EpicTangent - May 21, 2013 7:00:23 pm PDT #377 of 30002
Why isn't everyone pelting me with JOY, dammit? - Zenkitty

Anne, I'm so sorry for your loss.


Burrell - May 21, 2013 7:04:06 pm PDT #378 of 30002
Why did Darth Vader cross the road? To get to the Dark Side!

So that's good?

Yes, better is good, even when it feels like you want it to be more and to come faster. But it's better.


beekaytee - May 21, 2013 7:33:23 pm PDT #379 of 30002
Compassionately intolerant

bonny, I think I'll call my vet tomorrow and ask how much a fecal test is. I can just bring in a sample, they're a nonprofit so rates are pretty low. Xusha has ear mites and/or a yeast infection in her ears, and Frankie is overdue for shots.

Oh boy. Yeast in the ears really needs treating.

We had a fecal test done, which I'm glad was clear, but I would have loved to not pay that 50 bucks.

I hope your test provides helpful results!


DebetEsse - May 22, 2013 12:49:54 am PDT #380 of 30002
Woe to the fucking wicked.

{Anne}

I would like my phone to tell me my number (it says "unknown") I would like the stove to take less than 5 minutes to unlock. And I would like to be done with this whole sleep cycle adjustment thing.

Much headlology and animal -ma to everyone.