Tracy: Well-- That call -- That call means you just murdered me. Mal: No, son. You murdered yourself. I just carried the bullet a while.

'The Message'


Spike's Bitches 48: I Say, We Go Out There, and Kick a Little Demon Ass.  

[NAFDA] Spike-centric discussion. Lusty, lewd (only occasionally crude), risqué (and frisqué), bawdy (Oh, lawdy!), flirty ('cuz we're purty), raunchy talk inside. Caveat lector.


sj - Aug 15, 2013 5:27:51 pm PDT #3333 of 30002
"There are few hours in life more agreeable than the hour dedicated to the ceremony known as afternoon tea."

Bonny, I agree with Teppy. I would definitely do something if you are still not clotting tomorrow.


beekaytee - Aug 15, 2013 5:30:21 pm PDT #3334 of 30002
Compassionately intolerant

I would like all your blood to stay on the inside, please.

You and me both, sistah.

My bff mentioned today that healing begins on the inside and that some of the wounds are pretty deep, so she isn't surprised. I did choose the arterial puncture to uncover...and any 'cover' came off with the gauze.

Have I mentioned how it all just hurts. It's exhausting.

So, yeah. Off to bed.

Sweet dream, lovelies.


sj - Aug 15, 2013 5:31:52 pm PDT #3335 of 30002
"There are few hours in life more agreeable than the hour dedicated to the ceremony known as afternoon tea."

I hope you sleep well, bonny.


Hil R. - Aug 15, 2013 5:34:36 pm PDT #3336 of 30002
Sometimes I think I might just move up to Vermont, open a bookstore or a vegan restaurant. Adam Schlesinger, z''l

Unrelatedly, I'd just like to say, fuck cancer. A friend of mine, in her mid thirties, recently married, no kids yet, just got diagnosed with what they think is uterine cancer. If it is that, then she'll probably have to have a hysterectomy.


WindSparrow - Aug 15, 2013 5:39:19 pm PDT #3337 of 30002
Love is stronger than death and harder than sorrow. Those who practice it are fierce like the light of stars traveling eons to pierce the night.

bonny, dear one, I want you to heal as quickly and cleanly as possible. Please to either start clotting quickly or follow Teppy's suggestion. If $$ becomes an issue, please speak up.


WindSparrow - Aug 15, 2013 5:39:46 pm PDT #3338 of 30002
Love is stronger than death and harder than sorrow. Those who practice it are fierce like the light of stars traveling eons to pierce the night.

Fuck cancer, indeed.


Hil R. - Aug 15, 2013 5:54:35 pm PDT #3339 of 30002
Sometimes I think I might just move up to Vermont, open a bookstore or a vegan restaurant. Adam Schlesinger, z''l

Oh, and if anyone wants to help out with the hugging photos, just get a photo of two people hugging, while holding a sign with some kind of message on it (it can be anything, really), and send it to my profile address. Thanks! All of us together are trying to set a world record for biggest online hug photo collection, and individually, each team gets 3 points for each photo we submit, up to 100 of them.


brenda m - Aug 15, 2013 5:55:22 pm PDT #3340 of 30002
If you're going through hell/keep on going/don't slow down/keep your fear from showing/you might be gone/'fore the devil even knows you're there

What's the deadline?


Hil R. - Aug 15, 2013 5:56:37 pm PDT #3341 of 30002
Sometimes I think I might just move up to Vermont, open a bookstore or a vegan restaurant. Adam Schlesinger, z''l

Everything has to be submitted to the contest website by Sunday afternoon. So in terms of me having to download and then upload the photos, and then deal with the submission website which has been acting kind of cranky, it would be best to get them by Saturday, but on Sunday before about 3 Eastern time would work.


Aims - Aug 15, 2013 6:15:32 pm PDT #3342 of 30002
Shit's all sorts of different now.

Before I kick outta here and head to my bed, I wanted to say that sleep has been quite elusive of me lately. But last night was the best sleep I've had in weeks. And it was due to y'all. Like I said to bonny earlier, it's amazing how good rest can help heal and today, for the first time in a long time, I felt like me again. Fighting, working, pushing. I've been on the Give Up Train since the house went on the market and today I feel like I can see the end of what felt like a very large, rocky, treacherous tunnel.

Thanks for being my Tribe, y'all. I love you all more than my luggage.