I battle evil. But I don't really win. The bad keeps coming back and getting stronger. Like that kid in the story, the boy that stuck his finger in the duck.

Buffy ,'Showtime'


Spike's Bitches 48: I Say, We Go Out There, and Kick a Little Demon Ass.  

[NAFDA] Spike-centric discussion. Lusty, lewd (only occasionally crude), risqué (and frisqué), bawdy (Oh, lawdy!), flirty ('cuz we're purty), raunchy talk inside. Caveat lector.


askye - Apr 11, 2017 4:51:43 am PDT #29751 of 30002
Thrive to spite them

we have internet. my equipment wouldn't work for some reason (I htink it needs updates) so we used the cable company's. For now we have the slowest broadband speed for 15 mbps. I was hoping it would be 30 ..but it's faster than what we had the upload speed is much improved.


sj - Apr 11, 2017 5:42:58 am PDT #29752 of 30002
"There are few hours in life more agreeable than the hour dedicated to the ceremony known as afternoon tea."

Yay, internet!

I'm very depressed today for the first time in a while. I'm hoping it's just because my allergies are terrible.


Steph L. - Apr 11, 2017 5:46:56 am PDT #29753 of 30002
Unusually and exceedingly peculiar and altogether quite impossible to describe

sj, when my allergies are bad, it messes with everything. My mood, my belly, my energy -- everything. I hope that's all it is for you. Stupid pollen.


sj - Apr 11, 2017 5:49:53 am PDT #29754 of 30002
"There are few hours in life more agreeable than the hour dedicated to the ceremony known as afternoon tea."

Yeah, mine too. It's frustrating because I'm in the middle of reintroducing foods, and I can't tell what I'm reacting to.


askye - Apr 11, 2017 6:46:24 am PDT #29755 of 30002
Thrive to spite them

I am pretty sure I have a sinus infection. The doctor I see doesn't have an appoint until next week. No one in their office has an appointment available until next week. I can walk in but it's a limited number of walk ins. I may go by CVS walk in on my way back from therapy tomorrow.

I didn't sleep well. Strange dream.

I'm no longer seeing the engineer guy. Our anxieties were conflicting among other things. He still wants to ...not really see me as driving gives him anxiety attacks and the thought of me going to his house gives him anxiety. And the fact I didn't fall head over heels for him fives him anxiety...abyeay last night I dreamed he showed up at my house and begged/demanded that I reconsider. I don't think that he'll actually do that because the dream wasn't realistic (At one point it morphed to where I had agreed to be in a poly relationship and the others involved were there too and then they couldn't leave because there was a blizzard).


sj - Apr 11, 2017 9:47:37 am PDT #29756 of 30002
"There are few hours in life more agreeable than the hour dedicated to the ceremony known as afternoon tea."

Askye, I'm sorry it didn't work out. I hope you're feeling better soon.

I ate and took a shower after ltc went down for a nap, and I'm feeling slightly better. Although my allergies are terrible. I wish I could take some Benadryl, but Benadryl and caring for a toddler don't mix. So I'm hoping I can read a magazine for a bit before she wakes up.


sj - Apr 11, 2017 10:05:06 am PDT #29757 of 30002
"There are few hours in life more agreeable than the hour dedicated to the ceremony known as afternoon tea."

And she's up.


askye - Apr 11, 2017 11:52:49 am PDT #29758 of 30002
Thrive to spite them

I know ltc doesn't run you too ragged.

Thanks sj. I am kind of waiting before trying dating again


sj - Apr 11, 2017 11:56:34 am PDT #29759 of 30002
"There are few hours in life more agreeable than the hour dedicated to the ceremony known as afternoon tea."

She's being okay, and TCG will be home in an hour.


juliana - Apr 11, 2017 12:28:10 pm PDT #29760 of 30002
I’d be lying if I didn’t say that I miss them all tonight…

Tep. I'm so sorry about Kato.

askye, I'm sorry the guy didn't work out.

sj, can you take Claritin or Flonase? Neither of those mess me up too much, which is good, because SF is trying to kill me with the pollen and the mold.