Spike's Bitches 48: I Say, We Go Out There, and Kick a Little Demon Ass.
[NAFDA] Spike-centric discussion. Lusty, lewd (only occasionally crude), risqué (and frisqué), bawdy (Oh, lawdy!), flirty ('cuz we're purty), raunchy talk inside. Caveat lector.
I'm so ready for this week to be over. I'm feeling emotionally spent and I have my appointment with the shrink tomorrow.
Progress though instead of being emotionally spent on dealing with everyday stuff it's all the old root stuff. I can't believe I'm saying this but I kind of miss the familiarity of anxiety attacks. Having to stay present and feel this is hard.
Also I made chocolate sugar cookies. As a reward well the baking was more the reward than eating.
Java and Glam, a world of sympathy.
askye, you may not always feel it from the inside, but speaking from the outside, you're tremendously strong. (And yay cookies)
Hugs and hairpats to all my buffistae.
I've had a low level headache all day, just enough to be annoying. Then I biffed out, tripping on the curb getting out of Kelly's car. I feel like my shin has a deep dent but it is only minorly scraped up. Klutz.
My current plan is to crawl in bed, read a bit, and be asleep by 8pm.
Askye, be proud of yourself. I know I'm proud of you.
Suzi, of course that hurts! Ouch.
So sorry Glamcookie. Cancer sucks.
It was a long time ago. It's like I told my older sister when I retired, everything's forgiven. I'm just so happy to be retired and have enough money to get by.
That's a good way to be, Java.
My flight leaves in 8 hours. I'm finished packing, still need to dye my hair and get things squared away for the cats and the cat sitter. Plenty of time. I can't sleep before a flight anyway.
I'm usually totally freaking out with anxiety the night before a flight, though, and tonight I'm almost calm. The ADs are definitely working. I did have a moment, when I thought I'd lost my passport, but I think that's justified. (I found it. Lesson learned, put the passport away in the passport drawer immediately.)
I hope you were able to get some sleep, Zen. I'm not big on sleeping prior to trips either. Super yay for working ADs!!
It's like I told my older sister when I retired, everything's forgiven.
This is very good to hear.
No sleep til Montreal!
Actually, sleep on the plane to Montreal. zzzzz
Have a great trip, Zen!
Java, I'm so sorry that happened to you.
GC, I'm sorry. Fuck cancer!
Meats, good luck finding a new AD.
How is it not Saturday yet. On Saturday I can have alcohol and finally weigh myself. The reintroduction of food is going to go right up to the day before Easter. I probably didn't plan this as well as I thought.
But Easter Basket goodies as a reward!