I'm trying not to take anything to deal with the anxiety cabin fever plus E is causing.
I love E. But I swear he is on the spectrum. Or he has something non neurotypical because he verbally stims all the time. He is constantly humming, singing and making noise. Half the time he doesn't even realize he's doing and it is really hard for him to be quiet.
So I'm sympathetic but I woke up at 9:30 and he hasn't been quiet since then. Plus I haven't been out of the house since.. Thursday or maybe Wednesday and haven't had any time alone since then, Mom got a break on Saturday when I went up to my brother's.
My option is to - wear headphones and listen to music (which doesn't help my need for quiet) or go for a walk. Mom doesn't go for walks. Even with her in the house it's not the same as just having the house to myself.
She won't be able to get her car out tomorrow but if there is another virtual day because of icy conditions I may suggest she borrow my car and take E somewhere. I don't want to take any klonopin this will be the third day in a row but I'm going to melt down if I don't