I'm sorry, Steph. hard all around

and thanks askye -- really between you and my DH I felt lie I didn't have to say anything - and with the stuff going down at work -I have to keep my mouth shut. nothing that is coming out is vaguely nice.

There's a chance he can get enrolled in a drug trial at Duke, but he won't know that for another week or so. I hope he gets in.

I know that life comes with no guarantees. I get that. But damn, this *is* awful. But he keeps coming to class, because why not? If he can still make it, he's gonna.

I had ten vials of blood drawn today for testing. That may actually be a new record for me. And fasting! I rewarded myself with an enormous plate lunch.

crunchy crunch granola:

Time for a pick-'em-up, my dears. Treat yourself to this glorious post, IF WOMEN WROTE MEN THE WAY MEN WRITE WOMEN:

There is a particular look about a teenage boy that lets you know what kind of man he'll be. A certain fullness of lips, a frank sensuality in his gaze. We all know what the word for that is, but it's not polite to use it until he's proven he's that kind of boy.

Andrew didn't mind that he never came when they had sex. Bianca would climb on top of him and ride his pubis, grinding her clit until she spasmed and fell on top of him, exhausted and mumbling about love. He liked the way it got him excited and sometimes, later he would take care of himself. He really just wanted to feel the power of her body on top of his, to know that he was exciting to her. Besides, what are orgasms when compared to true love?

so basically I want to read all of these novels.

Steph, It is heartbreaking to watch someone deteriorate. But this guy, he seems to have decided to keep living as good a life as he possibly can. That is a gift.

I'm glad you got your raise.

My good thing today was finding out for sure that the start date on the promotion is Nov. 1. But then I realized that tonight would be my last day working at the house I was at. Mostly I held it together fine, even when I made the announcement at dinner. But then later, helping one of the guys brush his teeth - I usually sing while he brushes. It takes me two minutes to sing "I Know an Old Woman Who Swallowed a Fly", which is way more fun than listening to a timer tick by. I kept choking up as I was singing because it suddenly hit me, last time I would be singing with him.

so I read my email.

The manager that was supposed to meet with a number of the staff, backed out

we are hanging in the wind The union did not help our managers will not help obviously the administration will not hep

I cried, I watched oceans 11 I have one of the worst headaches I have ever hadand I cant sleep

That sounds nerve-wracking, Beth. I'm sorry. I hope you'll get better news soon.

Steph, I'm sorry your friend has to go through this. If he does get into the Duke trial, I work at a nearby university, and I'm happy to be a local resource for him and/or his family.

Beth, that's so incredibly frustrating. I hope you and the other staff can figure out what the next step should be here.

If he does get into the Duke trial, I work at a nearby university, and I'm happy to be a local resource for him and/or his family.

Calli, thanks so much. I'll keep that in mind and just keep my fingers crossed for him.

beth, I wish the stress would ease for you soon.

Beth sorry you are under so much stress.

And I'm always happy to defend libraries and library patrons. I think I've had the same conversation on different forums over the years.