I am a size 12 and I still feel huge compared to my doctor...what do they eat? Air? Somewhat involuntary fast today myself...stomach having a quarterly 'sode. Hate. Maybe it's just upset in solidarity, but I could skip it and go back to worshipping stand-up comics. Especially on the day that the social worker had to be here...still hate that, but he is a decent guy and is looking out for us, so have to give him that much, even if he is kind of a dork with bad hair.
Xander ,'Get It Done'
Spike's Bitches 48: I Say, We Go Out There, and Kick a Little Demon Ass.
[NAFDA] Spike-centric discussion. Lusty, lewd (only occasionally crude), risqué (and frisqué), bawdy (Oh, lawdy!), flirty ('cuz we're purty), raunchy talk inside. Caveat lector.
Also, telling me I need to lose 5 lbs before I come back is always going to backfire
A: Fuck her. B: Complain to the hospital administration, maybe? I don't know. But I do know that woman should not be seeing patients if she pulls that shit.
Well f me. I've been marathoning the American Shameless series and I just hit an episode where a character tried to commit suicide by slicing his/her wrists. The scene was pretty explicit and I had a total and utterly numbing flashback to my FILs suicide and cleaning up after it. Once the show was past that scene, I thought I was safe, but no - it is in the previouslies and the cleanup was shown and I'm already a total ball of tension. No panic attack (yet), but I'm sure I'm going to have to heavily medicate before bedtime.
Oh, Suzi. I'm sorry. What a terrible thing thing to have to reprocess.
Oh, Suzi. I'm so sorry.
Damn, Suzi. What a thing to be blindsided by. What can you do to take care of yourself? Would a bath help? Pet snuggles?
Oh, Suzi, I'm sorry. Please take care of yourself however you can.
I am so sorry, Suzi. That is a horrible memory to carry. Much love.
What can you do to take care of yourself? Would a bath help? Pet snuggles?
Ideally? I'd like to self medicate and go to sleep. But I have homework due tonight that I put off, as usual. I'm completely avoiding comfort foods because that would make me feel worse. Once homework is done, I'm loading up on pet snuggles and sleep.
After work I got a bee in my bonnet that I want to cook a Persian dinner for the family (shortcut style) this weekend so I hit up the store for some ingredients. That gave me too much free thinking time. It has been over 14 fucking years. Larry! I'm still PISSED AT YOU FOR DOING THAT.
That just sucks.