That's one spunky little girl you've raised. I'm gonna eat her.

The Mayor ,'End of Days'


Spike's Bitches 48: I Say, We Go Out There, and Kick a Little Demon Ass.  

[NAFDA] Spike-centric discussion. Lusty, lewd (only occasionally crude), risqué (and frisqué), bawdy (Oh, lawdy!), flirty ('cuz we're purty), raunchy talk inside. Caveat lector.


Nora Deirdre - Oct 06, 2016 6:56:46 pm PDT #26696 of 30002
I’m responsible for my own happiness? I can’t even be responsible for my own breakfast! (Bojack Horseman)

I've been having gritchy, jittery, free-floating anxiety for several days ("free-floating" as in, no specific thing set it off, which is annoying as hell). Activity seems to diffuse it (I don't mean "defuse," just to be clear), so I'm going to go take a walk. I should be working, but this gritchy jitteriness won't let me concentrate.

Ugh, I had that in the aftermath of the shooting incident and my psychiatrist upped my Sertraline and now I'm just soooooo lethargic and sleepy. I can still only do the bare minimum of what I need to do workwise.

I just want to sleep till noon every day and have constant access to burritos and ice cream sandwiches. Fuck working. I need to pitch but I just... can't.


WindSparrow - Oct 06, 2016 8:49:33 pm PDT #26697 of 30002
Love is stronger than death and harder than sorrow. Those who practice it are fierce like the light of stars traveling eons to pierce the night.

That's so hard, Nora.


Steph L. - Oct 07, 2016 4:43:56 am PDT #26698 of 30002
I look more rad than Lutheranism

my psychiatrist upped my Sertraline and now I'm just soooooo lethargic and sleepy.

Can you take it at bedtime? (Or you might already do that, in which case I am not helpful.)


Nora Deirdre - Oct 07, 2016 6:22:47 am PDT #26699 of 30002
I’m responsible for my own happiness? I can’t even be responsible for my own breakfast! (Bojack Horseman)

Can you take it at bedtime?

Hmm, I'll try that. If I took my dose this morning, can I take another dose tonight instead of tomorrow morning? Or should I skip tomorrow morning's dose and start on evenings tomorrow night?


Steph L. - Oct 07, 2016 6:27:17 am PDT #26700 of 30002
I look more rad than Lutheranism

I'd wait until tomorrow night. I think it's better to have a 12(ish)-hour gap rather than taking it 12(ish) hours too soon.

Lexapro (which is in the same family as Zoloft) made me tired and dopey as hell when I took it in the morning, so I took it at night. The bonus was that it helped me sleep better.


sj - Oct 07, 2016 6:37:09 am PDT #26701 of 30002
"There are few hours in life more agreeable than the hour dedicated to the ceremony known as afternoon tea."

If you don't want to skip a whole day, you can take it a few hours later every day until you are taking it at the time you want.


sj - Oct 07, 2016 6:40:59 am PDT #26702 of 30002
"There are few hours in life more agreeable than the hour dedicated to the ceremony known as afternoon tea."

The tea keeps disappearing out of my cup today. I have reading material and tea packed for the weekend; that's all I need, right? Also, I must remember to turn off some of ltc's electronic toys when she's napping. They feel extra loud today.


Steph L. - Oct 07, 2016 7:03:48 am PDT #26703 of 30002
I look more rad than Lutheranism

The tea keeps disappearing out of my cup today.

I seriously reached for my coffee mug earlier and was genuinely surprised it was empty. I suspect coffee gnomes.


sj - Oct 07, 2016 7:05:51 am PDT #26704 of 30002
"There are few hours in life more agreeable than the hour dedicated to the ceremony known as afternoon tea."

Seriously, I made two cups so far and don't feel any more awake. Stupid tea gnomes.


Zenkitty - Oct 07, 2016 8:29:01 am PDT #26705 of 30002
Every now and then, I think I might actually be a little odd.

That's how SSRIs made me feel too. Actually, that's how I feel anyway; SSRIs serotonin me to the point I can't function.

Man, I've got another author who's livid with rage because we edited his precious paper to style. I do not want to deal with this crap.