Oh, god, my colposcopy, where they have to open things up to peer inside. I don't know if that was worse than having my sinuses packed or not, but I vote to never doing either ever again.

I've been having gritchy, jittery, free-floating anxiety for several days ("free-floating" as in, no specific thing set it off, which is annoying as hell). Activity seems to diffuse it (I don't mean "defuse," just to be clear), so I'm going to go take a walk. I should be working, but this gritchy jitteriness won't let me concentrate.

Calm~ma, Teppy. I just hate everyone today, and I should be packing because we're going to Mom's this weekend.

In less whiny news, Amazon sent me a 5 lb box of hot chocolate instead of the Christmas lights I ordered, and told me to keep it at no cost. So, I brought it to the library and told them to keep it for their break room, which made my friends there very happy. And I just had a George Eliot graphic that was in the NYT's book review laminated because it makes me happy and I wanted to keep it.

Power at the new place is now in my name, I'm on with the gas company to get that done and to see if it can stay connected at the old place in case the furnace kicks on before landlord takes possession in a couple of weeks. After that, the all-important Internet. It's stupid how horrifying I find the idea that I'd have to spend a few days without Internet access.

Steph when I feel like that sometimes I'll drape a blanket over my shoulders (if it's not too hot) or wear something tight or sit with a pillow pressed against the small of my back to combat the floaty feeling.

Steph when I feel like that sometimes I'll drape a blanket over my shoulders (if it's not too hot) or wear something tight or sit with a pillow pressed against the small of my back to combat the floaty feeling.

It's less floaty and more jittery, like over-caffeinated (although I haven't had any more caffeine than normal) and speedy. I just took a walk and it burned some of the jitters off for now. So weird.

I've had that too recently, Teppy. I tend to blame allergies.

Oh yeah that jittery over energized feeling- I tendancy to move around or dance or something.

This week is lasting forever. I missed one day of classed for Rosh Hashanah, and I've got to miss another day for Yom Kippur, and putting together notes for other people to cover my classes is so much more work than just teaching the classes would be. Plus a million other things going on. I need to find a synagogue where I can go to Yom Kippur services, because I forgot to call around about that earlier, as usual. Someone that I volunteer with at Refugee Resettlement invited me to her break fast for Yom Kippur, which should be nice, but it'll also be a whole lot of people that I don't know. And I just remembered that I didn't tell her I'm vegan.