She's terse. I can be terse. Once in flight school, I was laconic.

Wash ,'War Stories'


Spike's Bitches 48: I Say, We Go Out There, and Kick a Little Demon Ass.  

[NAFDA] Spike-centric discussion. Lusty, lewd (only occasionally crude), risqué (and frisqué), bawdy (Oh, lawdy!), flirty ('cuz we're purty), raunchy talk inside. Caveat lector.


Laura - Feb 07, 2016 4:46:50 pm PST #23202 of 30002
Our wings are not tired.

In the latest episode of the Parenting Sucks series, #1 is back in rehab. I had several calls last night and this morning from an unknown number, which I ignored because I do not answer unknown callers. Then he called his dad and got an answer. Paranoid and delusional. Ran into the road to flag down a police officer yesterday to save him from the people out to kill him. They took him to rehab and gave him the choice of voluntary or baker. He signed voluntary. He had already smashed and thrown away his phone, again.

I went to see him at 2 and he of course got mad when I suggested that the multiple illegal drugs in his system might have influenced his perception. To avoid him getting too agitated and cutting the visit short I changed the subject to superbowl. He called me tonight during the game and said after reflection he thinks they were just trying to scare him because they could have killed him and didn't. The worst part is that even after the drugs are out of his system he never accepts that it was delusion. I apparently just think he is a liar. Sigh.

So now he says that Florida is no longer safe for him because of the people after him. Never will do that kind of stuff again, like the last couple times. We have family in 3 different states that will take him into safe loving environments if he is still willing to go away after he gets released. Family away from big city environments. He is likely to be released after a couple more days. Unless the powers that be decide to keep him because of his level of paranoia.

He is 24. I told him he got himself into this mess again and he is the only one to get himself out of it. We'll give him the other living arrangement options but we can't fix him. He has to choose another path.

Short version. Parenting sucks.


Laura - Feb 07, 2016 5:02:40 pm PST #23203 of 30002
Our wings are not tired.

Thin mints:

And of course I found this out when I was 2-1/2 hours away on the other side of the state visiting with my mom and siblings. Had to cheerily say I had to get back for work stuff and to prepare for superbowl party. At 9am this morning. They didn't seem to doubt my story for my early departure. I had gone over at noon yesterday so they just figured I didn't want to drive back at night and just stayed over till morning. Can't burden Mom with this stuff.


lisah - Feb 07, 2016 5:30:07 pm PST #23204 of 30002
Punishingly Intricate

ugh, Laura, I'm sorry.


Laura - Feb 07, 2016 5:45:35 pm PST #23205 of 30002
Our wings are not tired.

Not really a lot to be said or done. This is one place I can let some of it out.


beekaytee - Feb 07, 2016 5:53:04 pm PST #23206 of 30002
Compassionately intolerant

Oh Laura. I wish I could sit with you and just listen. Or hug as is useful.

If having someone on the other end of the phone, with no agenda or need to comment, please know I am always here.

Bless you for knowing what you can and cannot do, it's so hard, but so, so necessary for everyone.

My heart goes out to you in every possible way.


Laura - Feb 07, 2016 6:00:14 pm PST #23207 of 30002
Our wings are not tired.

Thank you. It really is helpful to know there is an ear and shoulder available.


meara - Feb 07, 2016 6:08:46 pm PST #23208 of 30002

Oh laura that's so hard. I'm so sorry.


Trudy Booth - Feb 07, 2016 6:11:12 pm PST #23209 of 30002
Greece's financial crisis threatens to take down all of Western civilization - a civilization they themselves founded. A rather tragic irony - which is something they also invented. - Jon Stewart

Hang in there, Laura. Give Brendon my love as well.


JZ - Feb 07, 2016 6:12:59 pm PST #23210 of 30002
See? I gave everybody here an opportunity to tell me what a bad person I am and nobody did, because I fuckin' rule.

Oh, Laura. What a terrible burden to stagger under. Endless, endless hugs and vibes, to you and Brendon and #1.


DavidS - Feb 07, 2016 6:17:36 pm PST #23211 of 30002
"Look, son, if it's good enough for Shirley Bassey, it's good enough for you."

Oh, Laura, he's breaking my heart. I can't even imagine what it's like for you and Brendon.