I'm sorry, Epic. That's sad news, howsoever expected.
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Epic, I'm so sorry.
Oh Epic, I'm so sorry.
You are in my thoughts, Epic, along with your mom.
I will echo that the buffista hive mind can be of great comfort in this type of situation.
Love and wishes for strength and peace, Epic. Please seek comfort here as so many of us have gone down this path. It is a huge rollercoaster ride and not so much a gentle path.
Part that is going to be exploring going off medication or seriously reducing it.
It makes sense if the treatment you are getting isn't working to try something else. I hope this is a more successful process for you.
Oh Epic. I'm so sorry. My heart goes out to you. Please come here to vent or cry or seek distraction when you need to.
Hugs to you, Epic.
I so sorry, Epic.
I'm so very sorry, Epic. I wish we lived closer and could give you the support you need in person, but we're at least here if not right there. It's so very hard. I am so sorry.
In her 3 days of life ltc has learned that if she makes sucking motions with her lips and fusses Mommy or Daddy will pick her up and tend to her. This led to no sleep for us last night when she didn't actually want to eat but just wanted to be cuddled. Eventually the nice nurse took her for a couple of hours so we could sleep. As soon as she was out of our room, she slept and didn't make any attempt to get anyone to pick her up or act in any way like she needed to be fed.