I'm sure I'm late on this but hair pats Jilli. I hope the pdoc can help you find a medication to feel better.

So I went to work again. Achievement staying when I wanted to leave unlocked.

Unfortunately I stayed up late so I got up late and I didn't take my meds until right before I went to work so I was in a fog most of the time. I was supposed to downstock (figure out what needs to be put on the shelves and put it out) . It was hard with the brain fog, then we were short handed and so I had to help 2 customers one I didn't ring up but I had an anxiety attack after dealing with her. So I took my PRN klonopin, which didn't help with the fuzziness and I ended up at the back door acting semi like security for the last hour (which is where I ended up helping someone else).

My official supervisor wanted to talk to me but there was no time. I have to make sure I go to bed early enough on Tuesday I can take my meds, even if i just take them and go back to bed and nap for a bit.

I see my therapist tomorrow and I think I see my psychiatric nurse practitioner on Wednesday I'm goign to talk to her. About the mental fuzziness and also that since increase the Lamitcal I've felt depressed and not better like when I first started taking it.

Gentle hairpats for Jilli. I hope it goes well.

And askye, I hope things start working out better for you.

Hairpats, Jilli.

I hope your meds get adjusted better for you, askye.

I wish it were easier for me to do new things. I don't really hate my old things--I'm proud of some of them. But they are kind of goody-two-wheels things(including flossing) You know? Sometimes I feel like I'm in a habitrail with wifi. Not that I need to rob a liquor store to feel alive, exactly...

I hope your meds get adjusted for you, askye.

The psych appointment was good. Sure, I cried, but that's my default reaction to stress. There are medication changes in my future, whee.

Glad your appointment went well, Jilli.

My migraine is down to about 25% of what it was. Acupuncture was okay, I guess. A couple of the needles in my neck hurt the whole time, and I still had the headache when they took them out so the doctor cracked the absolute shit out of my neck. It was a little scary, actually. They want me to go back 3x a week at first. Yeah, no can afford. Not sure I'll go back at all. I prefer my PT.

That was the worst migraine I've ever had. I thought of ita quite a lot over the last few days. I would have gone completely mad in her shoes. Just, unbearable.

Ugh, smonster, that sounds rough. I'm glad you're taming it.

Crying is okay at the psych office, i'm pretty sure they expect that.

My regular doctor scheduled a follow up appointment for me (follow up from being in the hospital) I think it's this week but i need to call and double check. When I do I'm going to ask her to look at my right ear. It's been bothering off and on since right before I was discharged. Doesn't quite feel like the ear infection but I'm worried that is what it is. I just don't want another round of antibiotics. However, I do want to feel better.

Although I could probably ask my psych nurse practioner because she does physical health stuff as well.

smonster feel better.

Jilli, good luck with the med changes.

askye, feel better.

Oops, I have spent way to much money on ltc this month and on a few books for myself. I must reign in the stress spending.

Oh, argh. just got stuck on twitter with Mr. "I'm White and Something Unfair Happened To Me And Mine, so Racism? Meh."(Dad? no. Kidding.) Hate, hate. Deray is even more my hero for not developing a drinking problem or similar. It's the overall picture, dingus. His gambit of branding me an out-of-touch princess has just failed(Actually, that part kind of tickles me, except for the part where it kind of reminds me that I've had a weird life where a lot of tough things happened.)