Oh,man. I just found out my roommate's mother died yesterday. We knew it was going to be soon, but you know how it is;it's always sudden. I just feel like a jerk; I've been enjoying the local comic con and haven't checked in with her on how her mom was doing. N. works nights so she's usually asleep when I'm up. She could use a little ~ma sent her way and the Fresno area for her family.
Angel: I appreciate you guys looking out for Connor all summer. It's just—he's confused. He needs time. That's all. Fred: Right. Time, and some corporal punishment with a large heavy mallet. Not that I'm bitter.
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SailAweigh - Feb 08, 2015 4:59:31 pm PST #16872 of 30002
Nana korobi, ya oki. (Fall down seven times, stand up eight.) ~Yuzuru Hanyu/Japanese proverb
JZ - Feb 08, 2015 5:33:21 pm PST #16873 of 30002
See? I gave everybody here an opportunity to tell me what a bad person I am and nobody did, because I fuckin' rule.
Thirding asking your doc to double-check for asthma and pertussis. And, oh I am so sorry. I went through several months of coughing-wheezing-rib-wrenching hell before getting the asthma diagnosis -- which I thought had been ruled out years before. So never mind what you think might have been previously yes or no'd, or any previous shots or anything you think has already been ruled out; no matter how sure you are, it doesn't hurt and may help a ton to ask your docs to check and re-check again.
eta: Just saw your post - never mind the asthma, but definitely ask them to check on pertussis and reconfirm yea or nay.
Zenkitty - Feb 08, 2015 7:19:01 pm PST #16874 of 30002
Every now and then, I think I might actually be a little odd.
Oh, sail, ~ma to your roommate.
askye - Feb 08, 2015 7:19:27 pm PST #16875 of 30002
Thrive to spite them
I'm so sorry about your rommate Sail
askye - Feb 09, 2015 3:34:46 am PST #16876 of 30002
Thrive to spite them
I have an appointment at 11:15. Will is coming over to take me. When I called I talked to a nurse who heard me cough and asked if I'd need tested for pertussis.
So that's getting down. I called work.
Before all of that I had a complete anxiety attack. I had thoughts about hurting myself mostly so someone would believe me. This is triggering huge massive emotions from when I was a kid being taken from doctor to doctor trying to figure out what was wrong with me and feeling like no one believed me.
I did call my therapist. I'm pretty sure the crying is not helping things.
WindSparrow - Feb 09, 2015 3:57:25 am PST #16877 of 30002
Love is stronger than death and harder than sorrow. Those who practice it are fierce like the light of stars traveling eons to pierce the night.
All the hugs, askye. I give you all the hugs.
SailAweigh - Feb 09, 2015 4:30:57 am PST #16878 of 30002
Nana korobi, ya oki. (Fall down seven times, stand up eight.) ~Yuzuru Hanyu/Japanese proverb
askye, that sucks. I hope visiting the doctor nets some real results for you soon.
Strix - Feb 09, 2015 6:30:28 am PST #16879 of 30002
A dress should be tight enough to show you're a woman but loose enough to flee from zombies. — Ginger
askye, if you ever need an ear who's been through serious depression, anxiety and panic attacks, I am here for you.
Much love and feel better-ma.
Laura - Feb 09, 2015 6:51:33 am PST #16880 of 30002
Our wings are not tired.
Well, it looks like TCG once again has a three day weekend.
Yay for snow days! This 3 day weekend thing should continue. Maybe they will be open to more telecommuting.
Lots and lots of smooth~breathing~ma sent your way, askye.
Peace and comfort wishes for your roommate, Sail.
sj - Feb 09, 2015 6:53:17 am PST #16881 of 30002
"There are few hours in life more agreeable than the hour dedicated to the ceremony known as afternoon tea."
Yay for snow days! This 3 day weekend thing should continue. Maybe they will be open to more telecommuting.
Telecommuting would be wonderful, but right now I think TCG would rather be at work if it meant he didn't have to shovel snow again.
{{{{{askye}}}}} All sorts of ~ma headed your way. I hope the doctor is helpful.