My hemoglobin is down where it was a week ago, even though I had a transfusion Friday. So now I get to have a transfusion this Friday. Is it the ulcer again? To find out, I get to give a stool sample, something that I have an irrational dislike of doing. The next step after that would be an endoscope at the hospital. They won't do it inhouse because last time I had trouble breathing. I have a perfectly rational dislike of the hospital, plus the endoscope last time gave me the worst sore throat of my life. At least this time I'll know to stock up on ice cream.
I am so fucking tired of this shit.
I don't think disliking that is irrational in any fashion, Ginger.
Ginger, I'm sorry. I wish they could just figure it out and make it better without making everything so difficult for you.
I'm sorry this is so damn hard, Ginger.
Sorry, Ginger. Endoscopies, not good.
Oh Ginger, yuck! It is all so overwhelming.
I can release my test~ma from today but keeping a little bit of it for baby H.
Oh, Ginger, that does sound crappy. And your response seems pretty rational from here. Good blood-ma. {{{Ginger}}}
And some ~ma for little man H.
Ginger, it all sucks an overwhelming amount and I am so pissed that you have to go through it.
