I'm going to say - from a non-medical and sampling of one - yeah, check it out. Because that sounds really familiar.
I should be in bed, but I'm not tired. I need to talk to my shrink about certain PMS symptoms that are returning and if there is something with medication I can do to handle it, it's RAGE and violent impulses. Not that I act on them or anything but it does make it hard to get thorugh the day when all I keep getting urges to punch annoying people in the face.
Sadly can't punch people in the face. Even when they deserve it. Not without assault charges. I really wish it were otherwise. Today.
Anecdote and not data, I went back into a hormonal birth control method and the rates are better. Today's is really rage just stoked by hormones. It's clearly not the answer for everyone but it helped me.
We never used to cuss at all when the kids were younger, but now that they are older? My daughter has asked if we could please cuss less. I swear I don't cuss much!
I let it loose in the car.
Once, after a driver cut me off I didn't say anything and I heard toddler Matilda chirp from the back-seat: "Daddy, you didn't Fuck."
"Wha?"
"The car made you stop but you didn't say Fuck."
There's this guy I hardly know on FB(we have a friend in common, so I chatted with him maybe five times, and accepted his friend request, which for me is kind of "What the hell?" kind of thing...should it not be?)
But now he hits on me and tells me all the time that he's been waiting to talk to me, etc. Based on nothing...when I say we "chatted", I literally mean the kind of junk you say waiting for an elevator or whatnot, not like "Hey, baby..."
But now I feel rude because he was like "Hi, I've been waiting for you," and I said "Really? Why?"
And he gave me the world's most generic compliment...apparently I'm a "beautiful lady"(Which, even if I thought it was true kind of lacks imagination. I don't think it's true, though.)
I wish somebody that excited me could be that excited about me.
So, a lot changes in a week, and it turns out that my brother and SiL are NOT moving to Switzerland. I cried out of sheer relief.
They are, however, moving to Denver, which was always their plan, because my SiL was offered a job with a coffee company out there. They were excited about moving to Denver when the Switzerland thing came up.
They went to Denver last weekend to meet the coffee people and look at neighborhoods they might want to live in, and they really loved it. The Switzerland job would have been a time-limited thing, like 1-2 years, and then would be over. And they don't want to uproot everything, move, and then move again so quickly. Plus the Switzerland job isn't really what my SiL wants to be doing, but the Denver job is exactly what she wants to do (coffee buyer).
So, Coloradoans, buckle up. There's a Lang coming to town. (Which is a much bigger guarantee that my ass will finally get out there to visit.)
That sounds like a great outcome all around.
